Not Gonna Cry

I know it's not supposed to be easy
我知道这并非易事
Pouring out the bottled up feelings
要说之事如哽在心
But I didn’t think it would be this hard
但我认为这不是难如登天
Walking to school with a broken heart
徒步去学校就像心碎旅人
And the jacket around my waist feels stupid
腰间挂着夹克像傻子
I don't know why the hell we do this
我也不知道发什么神经
Saying I'm sorry like I’m the one
说句抱歉便是独身
Who's picking us apart for fun
为了好玩才分开吗
Why am I feeling like this?
为什么感觉这样
Why am I feeling like ****?
为什么感觉想死
Why am I all in pieces?
为什么我的灵魂像撕碎了一样
I don't even need this, oh-oh
我甚至不需要这些，噢~
Why am I on the bedroom floor?
为什么我躺在地上
With paranoia and painkillers
带着偏执和痛瘾
Washing away all these feeling
想要洗去这些所有的感觉
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Choking all these thoughts I'm thinking
压抑所有这些的想法
You're a cigarette and I'm quitting
你就是烟瘾而我戒着
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
I’m not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
You smell like cigarettes and perfume
你闻起来像雪茄香水
No one ****s me up like you do
没人像你般让我癫狂
And maybe you thought I would play along
也许你会以为我会陪你疯下去
I rather be dancing on my own
我宁愿独自起舞
Do you really think that I’m stupid?
你真觉得我是傻B么
Of course I heard all the rumors
当然是在听到那些谣言之后
But all of the grenades you threw
你继续对着我狂轰乱炸
They just made me bulletproof
但这都成了我的防弹衣
I'm done with feeling like this
我感觉就是这样
Done with feeling like ****
感觉像吃屎一样
Done with being in pieces
感觉灵魂像撕碎了一样
I don’t even need this, oh-oh
我甚至不需要这些，噢~
I'm done with laying on the floor
又一直躺在地上堕落
With paranoia and painkillers
带着偏执和痛瘾
Washing away all these feeling
想要洗去这些所有的感觉
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
Choking all these thoughts I'm thinking
压抑所有这些的想法
You’re a cigarette and I'm quitting
你就是烟瘾而我戒着
But I know, I know, I know
但我知道，我知道，我知道
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭
I'm not gonna cry for you
我不能因你而哭