All the Way to Fall

So take,take me all the way to fall
Don't forget I'm sorry
I didn't realize, the pain I've caused
I'm reach, reaching out for you I'm so gone
And I'm torn between what I believe and what you want from me
Why is this so wrong?
Is there something more,something more I could have done to make you proud of me?
And look at me the way, you used to see
All my beauty, all my dreams
Cause I'm still the same, the same, the same
And I,I still can feel
And I can break
I'm scared
I'm so scared of stepping forwards
I don't want to cloud the perfect light
That used to shine all over me
I fought so hard, fought so hard to find some peace
Find some strength inside of me
No longer hiding
I'm being honest with you now
And I hope you still love me
Cause I'm still the same, the same, the same
And I, I still can feel
And I can break
Everything is crumbling down
Can't you see I'm reaching out
For your love for your love for your love
Oh no, now I'm falling apart in front of you
Oh it breaks my heart, disappointing you
Cause, I, love-love you
So take me all the way to fall
Though don't forget I'm sorry