JEALOUS JOKER
VERSE1
VERSE1
现在一起回到那个愚蠢的时期
NOW LETS BACK TO THE SILLY AGE
虽说我不想承认
TELL ME THATS FAKE
但现在是否已经被荒废已经太晚去做更好的自己
WAS I WASTE OR WAS IT TOO LATE TO BE GREAT
我沉寂了六个月
IVE BEEN SIX MONTHS SINKING
从未曾停止过幻想
BUT JUST CANT STOP DREAMING
但对生活已经麻木 到底变成了行尸走肉还是像空气一样
I GOT AINT NO FEELING AM I ZOMBIE OR IM NOTHING
（一种植物）
DAMN！
我可能已经迷失了自我
I MIGHT TOTALLY LOST
看向镜子中的真的是我自己吗
LOST IN THE MIRROR
为什么一个男孩会丢失了他的信念
SAW MYSELF NO THAT WASNT ME
放弃了他所追赶的 他曾为之付出的一切
HOW DID A YOUNG BOY GIVE UP ALL HIS FAITH
他也想像银河一般闪耀
THE WAY HE TRACE
永远生活在幻想的世界里
THE RACE HE PAY OUT ALL HIS TIME AND MIGHT
但都是胡扯
WELL HE MIGHT EXPECT THE DAY HE WILL SHINE LIKE GALAXY
一个局外人 一事无成
BE A COOL BOY GROW UP LIVE IN THE FANTASY
像被遗弃的船舶 像流浪狗一般
BUT THATS B**S**
多少个夜晚我曾反思我到底是谁 怎么做才是对的 要成为怎么样的人 才能受人欢迎
AINT NO FRIEND AINT NO GAIN
我也在努力
LIKE A DOFF SHIP LIKE A F*KIN LOST PUPPY
但这并不简单 仍有许多东西要克服
HOW MANY NIGHTS I SPEND THE TIME TO REFLECT WHAT IM WHAT RIGHT WHAT PERSON TO BE LIKE MAKE MY PEOPLE ADMIRE
你有没有试过事情逐渐变得复杂 让你晕头转向 让你抓狂 像快要失去目标 生活变得无望 事情无从下手
AND IM TRYIN TO CLIMB
但请相信生活并不总是那么刻薄
BUT STILL GOT A LONG WAY TO GO
总会有你意想不到的惊喜发生
GOT THOUSAND PROBLEMS TO SOLVE
你拂去你的伤痛
HAVE U EVER SUFFERED WHEN THINGS COME CONFUSING JUST LIKE MAKE U FEEL DIZZY KNOW THAT IT WASNT EASY TO SOLVE DRIVING U CRAZY
所以振作起来吧
THE TARGET SEEM TO BE MISSING LIKE Ur LIFE BECOME HOPELESS DONT KNOW WHERE U SHOULD STARTED UhUh
坚定你的信念
BUT PLEASE TRUST ME LIFE ISNT ALWAYS THAT HARSH
擦干眼泪重新出发
SOMETIMES IT WOULD HAPPEND SOMTHING LIKE A SWEET BOMB
VERSE2
ALL THE PAIN WOULD BE WASHED
我感觉不太好感觉很困惑
PICK UP THE THINGS Uve LOST
看起来光鲜亮丽实则更多的是落魄
WIPE Ur TEARS MOVE Ur FEETS
有时候甚至不知道我到底要说什么 要去做什么 我应该有什么情绪
KEEP THE TRUTH IN Ur HEART
回想我的人生似乎并不如意 如果你真的了解我你会知道不开心贯穿着我的生活 接受不了 但却无能为力
VERSE2
所以我总是寄希望于我喜欢的人希望他们能抚慰我的心
I AINT FEEL RIGHT I WAS SO CONFUSE I MEAN
我知道这很可悲
GOT SOME HIGH TIME BUT LOW TIMEs MORE I MEAN
只有懦夫才会做这样的事
SOMETIMES I CANT UNDERSTAND WHAT IM GONNA SAY WHAT IM GONNA DO
我知道所以我一直在尝试改变
WHAT EMOTIONS SHOULD I HAVE I MEAN
但是我只能在这首歌里无能狂怒
THINKIN ABOUT MY LIFE TIME UNCOMFORTABLE IF U KNOW ME U SHOULD KNOW THAT UNHAPPINESS RUNS THROUGH MY LIFE AND I CANT HELP WITH THAT
跟别人有隔阂的感觉真的很糟糕
I JUST CANT FACE THE FACT
我曾有许多蓝图但如今已成云烟
ALL I CAN DO IS PLACE THE HOPE ON SOMEONE I LOVE CUZ I NEED SMOOTH WELL I KNOW
我似乎永远也跨不过这道坎
THATs A TRAGEDY
因此我需要一些东西来把我拉出这泥潭 使我精神振奋
THE WAY THEY DID WHOs COWARDICE
所以我决定重新拿起麦克风
I KNOW I UNDERSTAND IT AND SPEND MY LIFE TIMEs TRYNA CHANGE IT BUT
为了让我找一个地方来存放我的心声
I COULD ONLY TELL THIS F**KIN STORY IN SUCH A SAD SONG WITH MY GRIEF AND ANGRY
因为我需要聆听者
THATs SUCH A BAD FEELIN CUZ I BUILD A WALL
I GOT LOTS OF BLUEPRINT NOW I SEE IS SMOKE
I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET OVER THIS HUMP TO GET OUT THIS SLUMP
BUT I NEED SOMETHING TO PUT ME OUT THIS DUMP
AND I JUST NEED THAT SPARK TO GET PSYCHED BACK UP
SO I DECIDE JUST TO PICK THAT MIC BACK UP
IN ORDER FOR ME TO CURE WHEN THE SONG TURNS UP
CUZ ALL I NEED IS U GUYS TO LISTEN UP
JEALOUS JOKER(p+FaunmU)