Hate Me

Hate Me
Foiled
Blue October
我必须停止对你的所有思念，而不至于失去理智
I have to block out thoughts of you so i dont lose my head.
它们如同蟑螂一般爬来爬去，在我的床上产卵
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.
一卷卷被扔掉的录像带都提醒着我的孓然一身
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i'm alone,
在脑中重复播放的电影片段使得A片都有了家的感觉
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
我的骄傲倍受烧灼，不安得在脑海中淌血
Theres a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain,
我只求你给我一丝平静，但你大概再也不会给我打电话了吧？
an ounce of peace is all i want from you, will you never call again?
你也再不会当着我的面对我说你爱我了吧?
And will you never say that you love me, just to put it in my face?
你也再不会试图联系我了吧？可这不正是我曾想要的空间吗…？
And will you never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space..
今天憎恨我吧
Hate me today
明天也憎恨我吧
Hate me tomorrow
因为我没能为你做到的一切而憎恨我吧
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
用各种方法恨我吧
Hate me in ways
是的，用那些难以忍受的各种方式啊
Yeah ways hard to swallow
憎恨我吧，这样你才能看清什么是对你最好的啊
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
我已整整三月滴酒不沾保持清醒着，这是你帮我达到的成果啊
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, thats one accomplishment that you helped me with.
这些总使我们彼此分离的东西，我再也不会触碰了
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again.
我想以一种病态的方式感谢你使我的脑子在三更半夜还清醒着
In a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night,
而你在我忙着在我自己身上引发战火的时候仍然想着阻止战端
while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
你从来不质疑我对待事物的扭曲观点譬如那些自毁性的憎恶
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
在一切都如此难以承受的时候是你仍让我自我感觉良好
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
所以我开车离开你老远以至于我能再也不用想起你
So i'll drive so f*cking far away that i'll never cross your mind,
付出任何也许会伤害你的代价，只是希望你能别再管我
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
今天憎恨我吧
Hate me today,
明天也恨我吧
hate me tomorrow.
因为我没能为你做到的一切而憎恨我吧
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you.
用各种方法恨我吧
Hate me in ways,
是的，用那些难以忍受的各种方式吧
yeah ways hard to swallow.
恨我吧，这样你才能知道什么是对你最好的啊
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.
我心里满是悲伤，向你挥手道别
And with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave.
懊恼着我过去所犯下的一切错误在街上踢着影子
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i have made.
像个小屁孩一样，我根本就不是个男子汉啊
And like a baby boy, i never was a man,
直至我看到你湛蓝的泪眼，当我将你的脸捧在掌心
'til i saw your blue eyes cry, and i held your face in my hand.
接着我跌倒在地，哭号着"这一切快消失吧！"
And then i fell down yelling make it go away,
我只是想让那笑颜再次像昔日那样美好灿烂
and make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be.
可我只见她轻声啜泣着说:“你怎么可以这么对我？”
And then she whispered, "How could you do this to me?"
现在…恨我吧…
Hate me today,
未来……也请憎恨我吧
hate me tomorrow.
因那一切我没能为你做到的事，恨我吧
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you.
以各种方式…恨我吧……
Hate me in ways,
是啊，哟用那些，过于难以承受的方式吧…
yeah ways hard to swallow.
恨我吧，这样你才能知道什么对你，才是最好的……
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you...
什么才是……
for you...
对你……
for you...
最好的啊……
for you...
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