The ground doesn't look so far from here (prod. The Roach Mane)

$igil
I see what I've become and I hate what I am
Take away my breathing; take my life right where I stand
All alone in my home, Let it burn right through my soul
You don't know what I've done to get to this point on the road
I work and I work till I bend and I break
I’m losing control and I’m losing my faith
Nothing could stop me from feeling this way
I’ve been trying to change, but I’m being the same
Seeking for peace but I can’t leave the habit
I ******* unleash when I’m snapping, a savage
Been carrying such heavy and burdensome baggage
So tired of hurting I’m letting you have it
Yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch
Yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch, yeah bi*ch
Yeah bi*ch
Yeah bi*ch
Oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
**** this world and **** tonight
Why must I try, struggle then I die
Hustle with my time, no sleep just grind
Now it’s been a good minute, and $igil on the rise
I don’t even need to do ****
I don’t even need to wake up
I’m only in this world for a little,
But I’m wishin' that I wasn’t 'cause I ******* feel stuck