Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me and
I don't like what
I seeI'm not who
I appear to be
So I start off every day, down on my knees
I will pray
For a change in any way
But as the day goes by,
I live through another lie
If it's any wonder why
Am I ever gonna change
If I say one thing then
I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, will
I always stay the same
If I say one thing then
I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, well
I’m the only one to blame
If I think
I’m right,
I wind up wrong
It’s a futile fight it's gone on too long
Please tell me if it's true, am
I too old to start anew'
Cause that's what
I want to do
But time and time again when
I think I can
I fall short in the end
So why do
I even try, will it matter when
I dieCan anyone hear my cry?
Am I ever gonna change, will
I always stay the same
If I say one thing then
I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, well
I’m the only one to blame
If I think
I’m right,
I wind up wrong
It’s a futile fight it's gone on too long[Foreign content]
Am I ever gonna change, will
I always stay the same
If I say one thing then
I do the other
It's the same old song that goes on forever
Am I ever gonna change, well
I’m the only one to blame
If I think
I’m right,
I wind up wrong
It’s a futile fight it's gone on too long
Am I ever gonna change,
I take it day by day
My will is weak and my flesh too strong
Peace I seek till thy kingdom comes