What Do I Get?

A brilliant disguise
The secrets and lies
The idiots and the jokers
The camera pans wide and
Nobody tried to bring the whole thing in focus
And all you believe in turns you down again
Your vision is blurred
Bleak and absurd
Your brain on a long vacation
And when you were born
Conceived on bad porn
They stole your imagination
And all you believe in turns you down again
I don't eat
I don't speak
I just sing myself to sleep
What do I get
What do I get
You don't eat
And you don't breathe
You just ruin everything
What do I get
What do I get
So why don't you split
Grab your own bit
Won't do you any good though
As hard as you hit
Nothing will fit
Your cavities and your furrows
And all you believe in will turn you down again
As far as it goes
We never came close
To calling ourselves together
The wintery snows
The deepening lows and
Nobody watched the weather
And all you believe in brings you down again
I don't eat
I don't speak
I just sing myself to sleep
What do I get
What do I get
You don't eat
And you don't speak
You just ruin everything
What do I get
What do I get
What do I get
What do I get