Who I've Become

On another red eye from LA to Nashville
在另一个从洛杉矶到纳什维尔的红眼上
I'm so tired
我感到十分疲惫
I'll smile but I'm sad still it's lonely
我将微笑但我悲伤它仍然是孤独的
Between cities of people who don't know me
城市中的人都不了解我
They don't know me
他们都不了解我
But do I even know myself
但是我真的了解我自己吗
I've closed my eyes
我闭上了眼睛
I'm scared of who I've become
我害怕我会变成什么样的人
I live in disguise
我在伪装中生活
As if it heals the harm I've done
就好像它能治愈我所受过的伤害
My reflection screams
我的倒影尖叫
"You're not enough anymore"
"你不再够"
"Forget all your dreams"
"忘记你所有的梦想”
"You were better off before"
“你比以前更好”
I don't know who I've become
我不知道我会变成什么样的人
In the back seat of my Uber
在我的Uber后座上
From the airport to get home
从机场到家的路上
I asked her
我问她
What's it like, late at night driving strangers
在深夜开车载着陌生人是什么感觉
She said "It's lonely, no one even knows me"
她说“这是孤独的，甚至没有人了解我”
"They don't know me"
“他们不了解我"
But do I even know myself
但是我真的了解我自己吗
I've closed my eyes
我闭上了眼睛
I'm scared of who I've become
我害怕我会变成什么样的人
I live in disguise
我在伪装中生活
As if it heals the harm I've done
就好像它能治愈我所受过的伤害
My reflection screams
我的倒影尖叫
"You're not enough anymore”
“你不再够”
"Forget all your dreams"
“忘记你所有的梦想"
"You were better off before"
''你比以前更好”
I've closed my eyes
我闭上了眼睛
I'm scared of who I've become
我害怕我会变成什么样的人
I live in disguise
我在伪装中生活
As if it heals the harm I've done
就好像它能治愈我所受过的伤害
My reflection screams
我的倒影尖叫
"You're not enough anymore"
"你不再够”
"Forget all your dreams"
“忘记你所有的梦想”
"You were better off before"
''你比以前更好"
I don't know who I've become
我不知道我会变成什么样的人