Anchors

Will it bring shame or leave stains on my namesake
When I'm feeling weak looking up underneath it all?
Chasing the poison, my choices are repulsive
But you'll never find me when I'm lost inside the fog
She's raising her anchor
She's looking to shore
The lighthouse is burned out now
Over the water I can hear her calling my name
But I got to watch her float away
And she's never growing, just sinking below it
And I've let it pull me down 'cause I've been getting numb
And I've just ignored it, the storm's end, the warning
The friends that make you forget will only make you dumb
She's raising her anchor
She's looking to shore
The lighthouse is burned out now
Over the water I can hear her calling my name
She's raising her anchor
She's looking to shore
The lighthouse is burned out now
Over the water I can hear her calling my name
But I got to watch her float away