Beautiful Mess

I've been trying for days and for weeks
Trying my hard to make us mean
But I'm confused by the words that you speak
Whispering promises underneath
When it's supposed to facing your fear
Seeing the heck life and nowhere to steal
Convince me that your love is not a trick
Trading false hope for anything
Silver lining, painted it black
Giving it all, and taking it back
Then feeling blue, and under attack
Compromise is something you say
Where there's a will, I'm sure there's a way
What do you want? Do you want me to stay?
I want a beautiful mess, but you
I want a beautiful mess, but you
Trying my very best, but then
But I want that beautiful mess, but you
I want a beautiful mess
Burying spiders underground
Something's been pulling me down down down down
It's the air that I breathe
Accusations utterly
You've been trying for days and for weeks
Trying your hard to make this mean
You're confused by the words that I speak
I want a beautiful mess, but you
I want a beautiful mess, but you
Trying my very best, but then
But I want that beautiful mess, but you
I want a beautiful mess