Self

I ran away from love
我从爱情身边逃离
It's getting hard for me to breathe
它让我越来越难以呼吸
'Cause the man that I've been running from
因为那个我一直都在回避的那个人
Is inside of me
就在我的身体里
I tell him keep it quiet
我叫他保持安静
So hardly does he speak
他也几乎一言不发
'Cause he wants to keep his distance
他想要保持一定距离
But it's hard for him lately
但最近,这对他来说变得困难起来
He knows I hear him crying
他知道我已听闻他的哭喊
Crying out for help
他那一声声呼救的哭喊
I don't know how to save him
我不知该如何拯救他
I can't even save myself
我甚至都不知该如何拯救我自己
There's many people dying
每日都有许多人在离去
I've always been afraid
我一直都担惊受怕
It's not that I'm scared of living
不是因为我惧怕活着
I'm scared of feeling pain
而是因为我惧怕感受活着带来的痛苦
I don't need another hand, I need a couple suggestions
我不需要搭救,我需要一些良言
Always had a little trouble with self-reflections
一直对自省有着困难障碍
Does my raw emotion make me less of a man
难道是我的原始情绪使得我越来越不如一个常人了吗
Always had a little trouble with self-reflection
一直对自省有着困难障碍
I've been so used to winning
过去我是如此擅长当一位赢家
It was hard for me to lose
败阵对我来说难以办到
No, there's nothing wrong with me
不,我什么问题都没有
Must be something wrong with you
一定是你出了什么问题
So I've been making changes
于是我开始做出改变
Been working on my health
更注重我的健康
No more competition
而不是更多的竞争
Can't compete against myself
我无法与自己角逐
Nah, I'm not doing this to be loved, no, no
不,我这样做不是为了被爱,不,不
I've been doing this to be remembered
我这样做是为了被深深铭记
Let the people hate if they want to
如果他们愿意的话,恨我也无妨
Half the ones around me get it on too
身边一半的人也开始变得亢奋激动
If I die tomorrow and I'm gone
如果明日就是我的死期我将离去
Let the blood run out
让鲜血像花一样绽放
Like the carpet ground
就像推平一张地毯那样
I'll be forever known
我将永世为人所知
I don't need another hand, I need a couple suggestions
我不需要搭救,我需要一些良言
Always had a little trouble with self-reflections
一直对自省有着困难障碍
Does my raw emotion make me less of a man
难道是我的原始情绪使得我越来越不如一个常人了吗
Always had a little trouble with self-reflection
一直对自省有着困难障碍
I don't need another hand, I need a couple suggestions
我不需要搭救,我需要一些良言
Always had a little trouble with self-reflections
一直对自省有着困难障碍
Does my raw emotion make me less of a man
难道是我的原始情绪使得我越来越不如一个常人了吗
Always had a little trouble with self-reflection
一直对自省有着困难障碍