It Ain't Easy

Verse 1
Some days, some days, some days i try to hide I try to hide
Those days, those days, those days, those days i let you cry
That wasn't right
Pre-chorus
'Cuz i've been acting, but you've been laughing
And what you don't see, is a battle in me
So i try to get right, with the rest of my time
Chorus
So if you wondering why, i'm afraid for my life
I feel like, only live to die
It ain't easy, it ain't easy
'Imma put up a fight, 'cuz you don't have to try
I've got my heart out on the line
It ain't easy, it ain't easy
Oh, it ain't easy
Verse 2
Oh babe, oh babe
Ain't gotta be this way, it's just a phase
I'll take, i'll take, i'll take, i'll take all of the blame
Put it on me
Pre-chorus
Cuz i've been acting, but you've been laughing
And what you don't see, is a battle in me
So i try to get right, with the rest of my time
Chorus
So if you wondering why, i'm afraid for my life
I feel like, only live to die
It ain't easy, it ain't easy
'Imma put up a fight, 'cuz you don't have to try
I've got my heart out on the line
It ain't easy, it ain't easy
Oh, it ain't easy
Verse 3
Hold up, i used to know ya
I wish you could hear my message, but you ain't picking your phone up
I tried to get your attention, so i'm everywhere like posters
Try to reach you, but i can't
So now i'm doing it all to the fame, yeah
I just wanna make it to the few
so that i can shove back in time to you
show that i'm a better man, i wanna prove
just to see us together i swear i lose
to show you we are the best out
passing to every damn test now
Living low down on equals, not you
I'm not gonna live life without you
Chorus
So if you wondering why, i'm afraid for my life
I feel like, only live to die
It ain't easy it ain't easy, it ain't easy it ain't easy
'Imma put up a fight, 'cuz you don't have to try
I've got my heart out on the line
It ain't easy it ain't easy, it ain't easy
It ain't easy