Whatever I Am

I've said so many things to the people I love that I don't really mean
And for the I'm sorry
I don't trust nobody
And I've had too many drinks with some people I hate
Just so I'll get a raise
Even though I'm broken
And they'd never notice
I hope heaven waits
Cause honestly I don't deserve it
I'm imperfectly perfect
Endlessly
And desperately
I'm just looking for something
To show me I'm worth it
So if I fly away from my mistakes
It's all for you
I wanna fly with you
I'll try to do everything that I can
Whatever I can
To be whatever I am
To be whatever I am
I've been trying so hard
Trying to fix all the things I could never control
And I wish I could help it
I know I can be selfish
So I hope heaven waits
Cause honestly I don't deserve it
I'm imperfectly perfect
Endlessly
And desperately
I'm just looking for something
To show me I'm worth it
So if I fly away from my mistakes
It's all for you
I wanna fly with you
I'll try to do everything that I can
Whatever I can
To be whatever I am
To be whatever I am
To be whatever I am