Part of This

You only listen just to talk right back
No you never take it in
So frustrated but I can't reach out
Cause you're so focused on the win
Don't want to cut you off, cut you off, again
Cause lets face it in this world we've got
You don't get many real friends
Can you hear that?
The sound of you shouting again and again
Can you hear that?
Yeah I can, but I block it all out in my head
It's not a conversation, conversation anymore
And I don't really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
I'll stop crying when you're in the room
Lets not acknowledge this whole mess
But I know that you can feel it too
We're just struggling to connect
Don't want to cut you off, cut you off, again
Cause when we're laughing it's the best I've ever
Best I've ever felt
Can you hear that?
The sound of you shouting again and again
Can you hear that?
Yeah I can, but I block it all out in my head
It's not a conversation, conversation anymore
And I don't really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Oh I overthink and I'm indecisive as hell
But I always come to the same conclusion
Again and again and again
Don't wanna cut you off, cut you off my friend
I just wanna talk to you
Like it means something
Can you hear that?
The sound of you shouting again and again
Can you hear that?
Yeah I can, but I block it all out in my head
It's not a conversation, conversation anymore
And I don't really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
No I don't really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all