Anymore

Do I really wanna wake up again
And tell the same old stories
Sit around and wait for the week to end
Until my life gets boring
‘Cause I’ve been doing this for years
Wishing that I disappear
Waiting for a path to clear
Then there’s chemicals inside my brain
Floating round the same old way
Trying to find something to say
Well then, guess I need to break my habits
‘Cause my excuse is growing too much
And I’ve been feeling out of touch
No I never knew what happened
Is there such thing as too much rest
‘Cause I’m gonna put that to the test
Well I’ll make sure
There’s something more
Out there for me
In the darkness
Or the blinding city lights
Yeah I’m still stuck
Behind this door
But when I figure it all out
I won’t need this anymore
I won’t need this anymore
When I figure it all out
I won’t need this anymore
Do I really wanna fall asleep again
And have the same old nightmares
Where I lose another friend
‘Cause they think I don’t care
Well I’ve been walking back and forth
Looking at the same view
Wondering if the sky is blue
Oh no, I forgot about the time
Guess I’ll wait another year
I’ll let you know if I’m alive
Yeah I’ll need some time of course
There’s too much I haven’t seen
My whole life’s a quarantine
You know, I’ve always been stuck inside
Only glimpses of the world
But they’re few and far between
Well I’ll make sure
There’s something more
Out there for me
In the darkness
Or the blinding city lights
Yeah I’m still stuck
Behind this door
But when I figure it all out
I won’t need this anymore
I won’t need this anymore
When I figure it all out
I won’t need this anymore