Hurt Me

I always thought that you would love me
Love me
I never thought that you would leave
I always thought that you would love me
Love it
I never thought that you would leave
You never would hurt me, you said
Catching you rocking my jersey in bed
Wonder what's flowing inside of your head
Openly hoping that we find devotion, instead
I found it in music it's been therapeutic, I've been going through it, alone
Now all of my numbers they grow as I drop it
I've been a hot topic, with hoes who don't lock shit
I mean, I know that I got it when I write these sonnets, but I need my rest
Or it gets to my head, and I fly through the cockpit
Get high and obnoxious and my feeling get lost in a stream
You know what I mean? Scrolling through feeds
All the shit I don't need in my life, I cut em all out when I go on diet
These hoes outta try it, with lyrics I'm violent
My spirit is flying away
I always thought that you would love me
Love me
I never thought that you would leave
I always thought that you would love me
Love me
I never thought that you would leave
Tryna find a reason for this payn yea
But im soakin up, find a picture paint yuh
I always been so damaged in my brain yuh
I always been the one to find the answers
But I can't find this one
Said I can't find this one
So I beat on this drum
Tryna be the mister
Tryna meet my maker
I been searching days uh
Tryin not to get rained on
Not defined by mistakes yuh
I'm just find my love
I'm just tryna get these drugs out of my system
But they always coming back
They just wanna take over, thats a fact
They just wanna take meee
And never let me go n be freee
But I feel so free when im on them so
This love is such a drug heartfelt
And the girl in my dreams so bad
But she don't know that, that I like her like that
So I guess another track
And the turn of my back
Cause I wont fall flat
I'm back to livin my hell (well)
I always thought that you would love me
Love me
I never thought that you would leave
I always thought that you would love me
Love it
I never thought that you would leave
I always thought that you would love me
Love me
I never thought that you would leave
I always thought that you would love me
Love it
I never thought that you would leave