ill

It rained on my birthday
我生日那天 天公不作美
Thanks for the text though
不过还是谢谢你的祝福短信
For a quick second
有那么一瞬间
It really let me forget no
我真的忘记了烦恼
But when I came back down
可回过神来
Oh it felt all wrong
哦 心里又别扭起来
Yea it was still raining
雨还在下啊
And you were still long gone
而你早已离去

I'm not happy I still want you
心情不太明媚 心头还想着你
Cuz I want you to be happy
因为我希望你能快乐
There's a part of me I hate
我有些自我厌恶
That hopes that maybe you still want me
却也盼你还想要我
Am I just a shitty human
难道我就这么差劲
Or are humans all just shitty
难道地球上都是烂人？
I don't know
实在令人费解

Oh I get physically ill
哦 一想到
When I think about
你和别人发生关系
You getting physical with someone else
我就生理不适
**** that
难以忍受
I guess it's your right to do so
我想你大可这么做
And it's my right to feel like shit
而我也有权难受

I still think about you
洗澡时
In the shower
我都不忘念着你
Wash the shampoo out my hair
之前有你帮我冲掉洗发水
Not too long ago I'd open up my eyes
曾几何时 我睁开眼
And you'd be standing there
你还站在我面前

I still think about you
洗澡时
In the shower
我都不忘念着你
Used to help me wash my back
曾经有你帮我擦洗后背
Now I sit and let the water hit me
如今我枯坐着 任水流打在身上
Wondering who's feeling your hands
如今换了谁感受你手的温软呢

I'm not happy I still want you
心情不太明媚 心头还想着你
Cuz I want you to be happy
因为我希望你能快乐
There's a part of me I hate
我有些自我厌恶
That hopes that maybe you still want me
却也盼你还想要我
Am I just a shitty human
难道我就这么差劲
Or are humans all just shitty
难道地球上都是烂人？
I don't know
实在令人费解

Oh I get physically ill
哦 一想到
When I think about
你和别人发生关系
You getting physical with someone else
我就生理不适
**** that
难以忍受
I guess it's your right to do so
我想你大可这么做 而我也有权难受
And it's my right to feel like shit
你大可这么做 而我也有权难受