A Lightless Shot

Behold the flood gates
Everybody trynna bring me down they won't falter my feng shui
Alter the one way I know how to follow close to my strength
I'm losing more every day
I know I won't fall too set in my ways
All I know's I won't wait
Maiden be the ************* epitome of tragedy
Had everything I could ever want but lost drive and hence everything
I ever wanted is now too far out of my reach
I let everyone I know down
That's why I'm opposed to show weakness
Hold me
As I reach for whatever I have left
Just a shot in the lightless
Pitch black surrounds me no stress I'm used to this
Hold me in the coldest night that I've felt
In the longest time that I can remember You're the only way to get me through forever
Hold me
Dust on the door left the light for the moths
Painted my walls with a spray of my thoughts
Chasing my ghosts I lost track of the cost
So they came to collect and I got out of dodge
Now All I wanna hear is the rainfall
No I ain't trynna see your face naw
Puzzle pieces make me complete
But I ain't seen the box in weeks
I'm too weird for the cool kids and too cool for the freaks
So I guess I'll just do me
So I guess I'll just do me
Chew me up and spit me out
Crucify me in the name of clout
I'll still be more real than most you pricks
Know I been through **** while you throw a fit
**** fake shows and paid reposts
I'm that space ghost still coast to coast
**** a pill leave me alone
Said **** pill leave me alone
Darkest parts of my psyche use this as a place they rest
I'll claw out of this pitfall that has swallowed up my progress