First Time

I guess that I was scared of what I was before us
我想我曾经在你我之间败下阵来
I guess that I was scared of who I was before love
我想我曾经在爱面前深感自卑

但如今我找到了
But now that I found it again
在一片废墟中找回了自我
Finding myself in the wreckage
回想我曾入怎样的境地
Wondering where I have been
我想你是我的阿喀琉斯之踵
Guess you were my only blemish
现在我看见了我曾经想掩盖的一切
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
同时也看见了带我重生的事物
And now I see the things that bring me to life
时至今日我第一次

对你另寻新欢毫不在乎
And for the first time I don't mind
我第一次对成为自己感到满意
That you found somebody else
时至今日我第一次
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
对你另寻新欢毫不在意
And for the first time I don't mind
也是第一次对成为自己无比庆幸
That you found somebody else
我以为在你身边的我是最好的
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
我想孤独是我成为自己的唯一路径

但是现在我找到了
I guess I thought I was my best when I was with you
在一片废墟中找到了自我
I guess that lonely was my only way to break through
回看我曾堕入怎样的深渊

大概你是我唯一的软肋
But now that I found it again
如今我看见了我曾经想隐藏的一切
Finding myself in the wreckage
如今我看见了让我重生的事物
Wondering where I have been
时至今日我第一次
Guess you were my only blemish
对你另寻新欢毫不在意
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
第一次对成为自己无比庆幸
And now I see the things that bring me to life
时至今日我第一次

对你另寻新欢毫不在意
And for the first time I don't mind
第一次对成为自己无比满意
That you found somebody else
如果我告诉你曾经的你是我的一切
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
那如今你会相信我已经完全放下吗
And for the first time I don't mind
如果我告诉你曾经的你是我的全部
That you found somebody else
如今你是否愿意相信我已经放下一切
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
我看见了我曾经想要隐瞒的东西

找到了带我重生的事物
And if I told you that the old you was my everything
如今我第一次
Would you believe me if I told you that I'm over it?
对你找到别的爱人毫不在乎
And if I told you that the old you was my everything
如今我终于对成为自己完全满意
Would you believe me if I told you that I'm over it?
时至今日我终于毫不在意

你有了更爱的人
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
时至今日我感谢没有放弃自己
And now I see the things that bring me to life
我自己
And for the first time I don't mind
我一个人也很好
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
By myself
By myself