Amoeba

Between the gaps I was swimming laps
在泳池的两条泳道间 我来回游移
Got close to some epiphany
感觉自己所苦思冥想的答案 即将浮现
I'll convince a friend to join deep ends
我会说服一位朋友 与我一同游向深水区
Have your toes touch the lack of cement
你是否已无法触碰到池底

Gather to one corner of the woods
在森里中的某个角落幽会
Echo chambers inside a neighborhood
窃窃私语回响传入邻里
And centerfold, humility shown
内心的扉页中 记载着人性一二
You're not as good as what your mama's sewn
你并没有你母亲所描述的那般好

Aren't you glad that you reside
难道这仍不合你心意吗 现在的你已
In a hell and in disguise?
居于炼狱之中 将自己用伪装包裹
Nobody yet everything
尚未结识身边任何一人
A pool to shed your memory
只是常去到那泳池边 洗刷曾经的回忆

Could you say you even tried?
你敢说你有作出过尝试吗
You haven't called your family twice
你甚至尚未和自己的家人联络过两次
I can hope tonight goes differently
我只能希望 今夜你能有一些改变
But I show up to the party just to leave
但我在派对上露面 只为与你别离

Between the gaps, keep it under wraps
在泳池的两条泳道间 我不让他人发觉
How I got to some epiphany
这一切的答案是如何一下子涌入脑中的
I'll convince myself when it turns to twelve
当时间转入午夜十二时 我便会说服自己
The photos keep the sentiment
去翻开那些相片 感触曾经的时光

Gather to one corner of the woods
在森林中的某个角落幽会
Echo chambers inside a neighborhood
窃窃私语回响传入邻里
And centerfold, humility shown
内心的扉页中 记录着人性一二
You're not as good as what your mama's sewn
你并没有你母亲描述的那么好

Aren't you glad that you reside
难道这仍不合你心意吗 现在的你已
In a hell and in disguise?
居于炼狱之中 将自己用伪装包裹
Nobody yet everything
尚未结识身边任何一人
A pool to shed your memory
只是常去到那泳池边 洗刷曾经的回忆

Could you say you even tried?
你敢说你有作出过尝试吗
You haven't called your family twice
你甚至尚未和自己的家人联络过两次
I can hope tonight goes differently
我只能希望 今夜你能有一些改变
But I show up to the party just to leave
我在派对上露面 只为与你别离

Pulling back I tried to find
从这段关系中脱身 我苦苦寻求
The point of wasting precious time
去虚度宝贵时光的意义
I sip and toast to normalcy
灯红酒绿已为常态
A fool's way into jealousy
我仅是一个妒火中烧的愚人

I mock and imitate goodbyes
我模仿嘲弄着你道别的模样
When I know that I can't deny
当我知道我无法再否认
That I'll be here forever while
我将会永远于此 无法离开的事实时
I show up to the party just to leave
我在派对上露面 只为与你别离