Vertical Disbelief (That's Not Me)

Vertical Disbelief (That’s Not Me)
David Pack
Why do I feel like there’s someone inside me
I don’t recognize as myself
I go thru the motions yet somehow it feels
There’s a face in the mirror that belongs to someone else
Who is there speaking, and what am I saying?
The words leave my lips like I’ve lost them in flight
Over and over they’re misunderstood
I just want to know that I can do one thing right
That’s not me, that’s not me
No this ain’t the way, I stated out to be
That’s not me, that’s not me
No this ain’t the way, I could ever be
I could ever be, I could ever be
‘Cause that’s not me, no-no…
You must be mistaken you’ve got the wrong person
I’m not the reason your heart broke in two
All that I wanted was good things to happen
Don’t blame me baby if it’s not the same for you
Oh and I wonder just what to say
To make it all up to you
And I wonder just how long it takes
The healing from a lifetime of mistakes
‘Cause that’s not me, that’s not me
No-no this ain’t the way that our love was meant to be
That’s not me, that’s not me
No-no this ain’t the way that our love was meant to be
That’s not me, oh…
Over and over I see in my mind, a chance for it all to get better in time
That’s not me, that’s not me
No this ain’t the way, I stated out to be
That’s not me, that’s not me
No this ain’t the way, I could ever be
I could ever be, I could ever be
‘Cause that’s not me, no-no…
Just not myself today-oh (oh ya know I’m better than that X2)
Just not myself today-oh (oh ya know I’m better than that)
No, no I’m just not myself…(that’s not me)