Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
我受够了再做任你摆布的木偶
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
内心如此空虚，活在面具之下
Don't know what you're expecting of me
不知道你对我有怎样的期待
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
沉重的压力之下趔趄地跟着你的脚步
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每一件事对你来说都是错误
I've become so numb
我失去热情，变得麻木不堪
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
Become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
Can't you see that you're smothering me
你没有发觉到你把我憋得喘不过气
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
抓这么紧，害怕失去对我的控制？
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
因为你对我抱有的一切幻想
Has fallen apart right in front of you
在你面前分崩离析
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每一件事对你来说都是错误
And every second I waste is more than I can take
我所浪费的每一秒钟都难以承受
I've become so numb
我失去热情，心如钢铁
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
Become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
And I know
我也明白
I may end up failing too
最终可能会铩羽而归
But I know
但我更知道
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
你也像我一样经历着别人对你的折磨和失望
I've become so numb
我失去热情，犹如置身冰窟
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
Become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去热情，变得麻木不堪
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
I've become become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去热情，心如钢铁
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
I've become become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去热情，犹如置身冰窟
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
I've become become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去热情，变得麻木不堪
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
I've become become so tired
已经变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
更强烈地意识到
I'm becoming this
我注定会变成这样
All I want to do
我现在只想
Is be more like me
做更真实的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去热情，心如钢铁
I can't feel you there
我感觉不到你身处何方
I've become become so tired
已经变得身心俱疲
So much more aware
才会有如此强烈的意识