Vendetta

i know my uses i have my pride
but my heart is still untamed
i learned my lessons i've conquered death
i go on and i'm unashamed
i'll paint your bones to match my eyes
they're the darkest i have ever seen
until i'm lucid, i can't be told
i know my voices they tell me to believe

another ****ing accident out of control
all the attitudes will never change
my imitations are leading the way
i can't accept that i still don't find this strange
in light of my ability to feel denial
i walk away from everything with just a smile
the agony of coming home has gone away
it's everywhere it's everyone it's every day

i beg your pardon i'm out of the way
a new conspiracy has taken my place
so over and over, i smell the decay
believe what you want to the cycle stays the same
in light of my ability to undermine
i walk away from apathy i'm feeling fine
the agony of cynicism beckons me
it's everywhere it's everyone it's everything

let's - pretend - we're not at the end
pretend - that we have nothing left