Ashes

Late at night when I think of you most
You're on my brain, on my brain
Thought that I can't give up the ghost
But then you came, and you came
Like some ****** up rainfall
There's only so much I can take
Hard to breathe with your hand 'round my throat, oh
Light up my fire
You know [?] you and me
Friends getting higher
Can't throw our ashes to the sea
Keep our heads underwater
Desperately wanna
But I can't drown the memory of ya
The harder I try, yeah
Still no [?] you and me
I'm on the edge, on the edge
I'm [?] at the edge of your rope
Get out of my head, of my head
Fighting for my survival
I can't lay this love to rest
It's the night when I think of you most, oh
Light up my fire
You know [?] you and me
Friends getting higher
Can't throw our ashes to the sea
Keep our heads underwater
Desperately wanna
But I can't drown the memory of ya
The harder I try, yeah
Still no [?] you and me
Try to [?], try to leave
Guess it's just some fantasy
Gave my heart, so naive
But you're just the death of me
I try to [?], try to leave
Guess it's just some fantasy
Gave my hope, so naive
And now I'm just...
Light up my fire
You know [?] you and me
Friends getting high
Can't throw our ashes to the sea
Keep our heads underwater
Desperately wanna
But I can't drown the memory of ya
The harder I try, yeah
Still no [?] you and me