Ungodly

Everything I do, I do is ungodly by design
But I do it all just to feel alive
Every smooth stone's rough on the other side
So I face 'em down, pretend everything's alright
I do it with everyone
I meet, I love, I get to know
In my head they're good, they're gold until they're gone
When I turn toxic on myself
Break the rules I never even set in the first place
The first place
Too drunk again, my love I'm sorry
I wanna feel so young and when I'm gone I really do
You said "let me take care of you"
I'm six years old and also twenty-three
A full-grown woman, and a baby
I do it with everyone
I meet, I love, I get to know
In my head they're good, they're gold until they're gone
When I turn toxic on myself
Break the rules I never even set in the first place
The first place
That destruction, it's all on me
Oh my darling, it's ungodly
Ungodly
Hell on earth is gonna end in good days
I love me so cut out all the shame shame
Hell on earth is gonna end in good days
Somebody strong will come out of the good haze
All I meet, I love, I get to know
In my head they're good, they're gold until they're gone
When I turn toxic on myself
Break the rules I never even set in the first place
The first place
That destruction, it's all on me
Oh my darling, it's ungodly
Ungodly