Capsized

I can feel it in my guts
I can feel it in the veins
It's just another door shut
It's just another restraint
I'm numb to what I've lost
I learn to hide within the plain
I don't like what I've become
Another day I spend in vain
Terrified of who I am
I'm waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
Oh how can I recover

Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away

It's the "No" from your lips
It's the sadness in your eyes
The emptiness I can't fix
With a smile and a lie
Terrified of who I am
I'm waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
Oh how can I recover
Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away
No shelter in this place
My head a hurricane
I need someone to rescue me
Don't abandon me

Turning over in the waves
Lost forever in this lonely grave
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away
Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away

(capsizing)
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