So High

I'm so high
好嗨喔
I don't want to feel this anymore
我不想再来一回了
I'm too far gone
我有点太过了
'Cause I'm so high
因为好嗨喔
I don't want to feel no more
我不想再来一回了
Hope that I'm still here in the morning
希望我明早还在这里
You should know this
你得知道
Not to take it
别这么做
So I took it
所以我接受了
Now I'm shaking
现在在颤抖
Gotta face this
得去面对
Now you naked
你赤裸着
I'm crying on your couch
我缩在你的沙发上啜泣
I'm losing my mind
我快疯了
My bodies aching
感觉浑身疼痛
It's been beat down, shot up
被打倒，击中
Why do I do this?
我为什么这么做
Feeling so paranoid, trying to fill that void, wow
感觉好偏执，妄想填补深渊似的空缺
'Cause
因为，
I'm so high
好嗨喔
Yeah I don't want to feel this anymore
我不想再经历一遍了
I'm too far gone
越过底线太远了
'Cause I'm so high
好嗨喔
Yeah this feels like a
对啊这就像是一个
Rush, a touch
匆忙的，一个触碰
Lust, a ****, yeah
欲望，
I know that, someday
我知道，有一天
This'll grab a hold of me
这会抓住整个我，无法逃脱
Anxiety, it's hard to be
焦虑不安，实在是太难
The person that I wanna be
去成为我希望的样子
I've lock myself inside
我把自己深深锁起来
'Cause I don't wanna try and fight it
因为我不想去尝试反抗
'Cause I know that I gotta push on
因为我知道我只能继续坚持
I know that I gotta try
我知道我要去试试
If I don't, then I might as well just give up while I can
如果不行，那也许就在还能的时候放弃
'Cause it's not easy on me, babe
这对我来说真的不容易，宝，
I hope maybe you can save me
我希望你也许可以救我
This don't feel right
这感觉不太对
Tryna' get by
尝试让它过去吧
I'm not alright
我感觉不太好
I should close my eyes
也许该闭上眼睛
I can't see straight
眼前模糊又虚无一片
Think it's been laced, ooh, ooh
好像是被下了药
Think it's too late to turn around and try again
想要重来但好像太晚了
I aspire to be someone good
我渴望着成为一个“好人”而不是“坏人”
Think I need to wash this clean
我想我需要把这一些都漂净
Looking in the mirror and all I see
照照镜子，我只能看见
Somebody better passing the weather
会有更好的人能适应这一切
I think I am sick
我想我是病了
Yeah, I need to change my life real quick, hmm
是啊，我得赶快改变我的生活
I'm so high
好嗨喔
I don't want to feel this anymore
我不想再来一遍了
I'm too far gone
我越过底线太远了
'Cause I'm so high
因为我好嗨喔
I don't want to feel no more
我真的不想再感受一遍
Hope that I'm still here in the morning
希望我明早还在这里