If I Really Die Young

Mix by：Airfylee
I don't really want my.....
我其实真的不想......
I don't really want my family hear this song cuz
我其实不想我的爸妈听到这首歌 因为
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
tell‘em I'm a rapper
告诉他们我是个说唱歌手
I don't wanna face that horrible face outside the door
我再也不想面对门外那张恐怖的脸了
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
tell’em I'm a rapper
告诉他们我是个说唱歌手
If it hurts when I leave sorry my friends that's my fault
如果我的离开让你感到难受，对不起我的朋友，那是我的错
21 is a funny age even though I'm only 20
21是个有趣的年龄尽管我现在才20（xxx 果汁 lil peep都在21岁去世）
Little experience but my passion has been empty
经历不多但我的热情已经退却
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
Tell‘em I’m a rapper
告诉他们我是个说唱歌手
Who can turn my light on
谁来点亮我心里的灯啊
Doesn't matter now I'm numb
算了不重要了 反正我已经麻木了
Why you wasted my time shawty said she just want some fun
为什么你要浪费我的时间她说她只是想找点乐子
Why you always hurts me like a demon bi**h you drag me down
为什么你总是像恶魔一样伤害我把我拖入深渊
You can take my heart and run away but the end I will chase it
你可以带走我的心 但我最后还是会拿回来的
Give you all the time never stop it at the end it was ****in waste it
从没停止过在你身上花费时间 现在我就把它当作浪费吧
Now I‘m sick and tired
现在我十分厌倦
What they call a beautiful world
他们口中那美好的世界
Now I'm empathy the suicides
现在我对自我了结的想法感同身受
Everyone yearn for paradise
每个人都向往着天堂
Heartbreak Can I call you mine
心都碎了 我能把你称为我的吗
If I tryna suicide
如果我想要自我了结
Once I thought that I could bought everything even I don't like
曾经我以为我可以买任何包括我不喜欢的东西
Wish that oneday I‘m a rapper who don't worry bout the price
现在我希望有一天我是个不再担心价格的说唱歌手
But it all seemed so illusory
但这一切看起来如此虚假
she gon‘ love me when I wear jewely
当我戴上珠宝她就会爱我了
Now I put my cold heart in my pocket
现在我把我冰冷的心藏在口袋中
I be the type to assassin a bad bitch
我会成为一个暗杀渣女的男人
所以不抱有期待生活更加轻松
冰冻了热情我选择平庸
清空了所有的朋友圈
行动在朋友们松手前
So many things in my mind I got no one to tell
如此多的事情在我心中我却找不到人诉说
If I fall in to dark will you save me from hell
如果我堕入黑暗你会把我从地狱里救出来吗
will you save from hell
你会把我从地狱里救出来吗
will you bring me home
你会带我回家吗
Will you save me from hell
你会把我从地狱里救出来吗
Will you bring me home
你会带我回家吗
Money spills out of my pocket
钱都溢出了我的口袋
That remind me she‘s a bad bi**h
那才让我意识到她是个坏女人
Everytime when the nights come
每当夜幕降临的时候
oh lord I don't wanna die young
主啊 如果生活美好谁又想英年早逝啊
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
tell‘em I'm a rapper
告诉他们我是个说唱歌手
I don't wanna face that horrible face outside the door
我再也不想面对门外那张恐怖的脸了
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
Tell’em I'm a rapper
告诉他们我是个说唱歌手
If it hurts when I leave sorry my friends that's my fault
如果我的离开让你感到难受，对不起我的朋友，那是我的错
21 is a funny age even though I'm only 20
21是个有趣的年龄尽管我现在才20（xxx 果汁 lil peep都在21岁去世）
Little experience but my passion has been empty
经历不多但我的热情已经退却
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
Tell‘em I’m a rapper
告诉他们我是个说唱歌手
Who can turn my light on
谁能点亮我内心的灯啊
Doesn't matter now I'm numb
算了不重要了 反正我已经麻木了