The clown

The Clown
I’m so tired
But don’t know why
Why my life’s driving me to cry
Yelling all the time
Pretending to laugh
Don’t you know it is so tough
The silence is so sharp
I’m missing myself in the crowded park
Thousands of the people rush and pass
There’s no star
There’s only dark
Can you hear the pain in my heart
I’m standing alone waiting for someone to drive me home
But no…no…and no…
I’m standing alone…standing alone…
Falling into an endless hole
No…
What a mess and mess and mess and people rush and pass
What a mess and mess and mess and people rush and pass
I’m seeking for the inner peace
Walking down the street aimlessly
Having a party
Singing and dancing
Don’t you feel it exhausted
But right now
I’ve been trapped in it
Repeat*
My memory declines
I feel I’m gonna die
My hair begins to fall off
There's just too much to abide
I got up cause I couldn’t sleep
Walked out to see the light
It’s the deepest in the forest
And the fish were swimming in the sky
Oh MY….!!!!
Would you like to help me load down a little bit
Don’t you know the funny clown wearing so heavy and colorfully
I can’t breath
But how can I get rid of it
The monkey is the only one that I can see
I’m standing alone…standing alone
People ignore what I’m shouting about
I’m not a clown