a moon without the sun

I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it
再次面对困境 期盼着我能挣脱束缚
I say I’ll quit but honestly it never ends
嘴上说着我即将获得新生 实际上痛苦永无止境
She watched as I would fall again
她旁观着我一次又一次地摔倒
I know the hope can lend help to grow from this
我明白心怀希望能让我们在困境中成长
I hate the sickness made of it
但我厌恶由此引发的巨大痛苦
I know I’m meant for more than this
即便我知道我本应做好一切准备
But drowning helps me just forget the past that I regret
可是这死亡溺境也让我逐渐遗忘曾后悔的以前
Holding onto what was left until I lost myself again
后悔没能把握已然失去的事物 直到我再次迷失自我
I’m dwelling over words unsaid
我总是留恋着未能说出的话
I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it
再次面对困境 期盼着我能挣脱束缚
I say I’ll quit but honestly it never ends
嘴上说着我即将获得新生 实际上痛苦永无止境
She watched as I would fall again
她旁观着我一次又一次地摔倒
I know the hope can lend help to grow from this
我明白心怀希望能让我们在困境中成长
I hate the sickness made of it
但我厌恶由此引发的巨大痛苦
I know I’m meant for more than this but I’ve been feeling so misled
即便我知道我本应做好一切准备 我仍被痛苦迷惑了理智
I’m walking on an edge trying not to drown again
我行走在悬崖边缘 极力避免再次坠落
I was hanging by a thread holding on to what was left
曾危在旦夕 却仍紧握着那已然逝去的事物