pains

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I can’t move slow (Fifty)
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go
I can’t find what I’m lookin' for (ooh-ooh)
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go, I can’t find what I’m lookin' for
Feeling so ****ed up
Caught a wave headin' straight for the rocks
Tryna hold my gaze
Wait, stop
I just lost another train of thought
My throat burns I'm on fire but I can't speak
You're now live
You're on air now I can't breathe (oh)
Out lost track of the time chasin' old dreams down
In the past but we're dying and I can't sleep now
I don't wanna **** this up again
Staring down the clock cause this gon' end
All is well
I'm pulling back cause I'm tired of fighting myself
I can’t move slow
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go
I can’t find what I’m lookin' for (ooh-ooh)
I can’t hide it there’s something more
I can’t let go, I can’t find what I’m lookin' for
Body in the future and my head in the past tense
I would lie to solve any issue we had back then
Will I last long is this shit gon' die in plastic
Lost my first love and I started taking acid
I don't wanna **** you up again
It's probably best if we stay friends
Got ****boys tryna taint my image
I just hope I find peace of mind within
All this time that I've been given
That I don't need to live in the veldt
It's real life and I'm tired of fighting myself
I can't move slow
I can't hide if there's something more
(something more, something more)
I can't let go
I can't find what I'm looking for (ooh-ooh)
(I can't find it)
I can't hide if there's something more
(something more, something more)
I can't let go
I can't find what I'm looking for
Should we put this out?
Nah this shit is trash