Coldhearted, Lately

I'm a mixed blessing
Not the one you think
Got a slow start, since
I been dreaming of the finish
I'm a big step in
The wrong direction
Took a chance, so slim
But we both sqeezed in, and I said
I'm a cold black hole
At the heart of your
Sun that lights your world
And ashamed to be it
What a foolish way to play
And what a foolish thing to say
But even if it's laid to waste
It doesn't mean I'll bet, re it I'll say
Coldhearted, baby
But I been
Coldhearted, lately
Coldhearted, maybe
These dreams blind me
And made me coldhearted
I'm the reason why
Your seasons decline
Not an easy find
But we'll lean into it
Now I can't quite give
Loneliness the slip
So if it means anythign to ya
Then it means I'll do it, I say
Coldhearted, maybe
But I been
Coldhearted, lately
Coldhearted, maybe
These dreams blind me
And made me coldhearted
Wave your flag
(I cannot see it)
Wave your flag
(We're leaning to it)
Wave your flag
(We're moving to it)
Coldhearted, but moving through it
Wave your flag
(I cannot see it)
Wave your flag
(We're leaning to it)
Wave your flag
(We're moving to it)
Coldhearted, but moving through it
Moving through it
Moving through it
Moving through it, I'll be
Moving through it, check
Moving through it, check out
Moving through it, check out
Moving through it, check out
Moving through it
Coldhearted, maybe
But I been
Coldhearted, lately
Coldhearted, maybe
These dreams blind me
And made me coldhearted, lately