Not What I Meant (feat. Lewis Watson)

Let's find out just how far I’ll go
看看为了你
To look like someone you should know
我会将自己改装到什么程度
Maybe I'd sound a little better
也许我的音色
If my features were more sweet
会随外貌变得甜美
Your mind's already been made up
你已下定决心
You saw my number and my number wasn’t good enough
你看到了我的数据但是它并不完美
I'll write a little better
我会写出更美好的文字
If I'm willing to compete
如果我喜欢挤破头的竞争
I'll do it if I have to
如果必须 我会努力
Hoping for an in-between
只祈望一个不上不下的成绩
Not what I meant when I said that I
这并不是我的本意
I wanted to be seen
不是我承认想被看到时的样子
How am I meant to stay on track
我该怎么走在正轨上
When each hand I shake will pull me back?
因为每一只我握过的手都想把我拉走
Oh, I'll work a little harder
我会更加努力
But walk a little less
但缓慢前进
And in the end will I feel proud
到最后时我会
That I grit my teeth, and followed the damn crowd?
为自己咬紧牙关紧追众人而感到骄傲吗？
Will I have grown a little empire
我会建设起自己的世界
Or made a ******* mess?
还是毁掉一切？
I'll do it if I have to
如果这是不可或缺的环节 我会尽量
Hoping for an in-between
去期待一个普普通通的结局
Not what I meant when I said that I
这并不是我想要展示出的自己
I wanted to be seen
不是我的本意
I'll do it if I have to
我也许会在不得已时去实现
(I'll keep it to myself)
（这将是我与自己之间的秘密）
Hoping for an in-between
只想中庸
(Oh, I must have seen that somewhere)
（好像哪里见到过它）
Not what I meant when I said that I
这并不是我的本意
I wanted to be seen
我不想展示这样的自己