Only God Knows Why

I've been sittin'here
tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself,
I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback,
listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds
I watch my youngest son
and it helps to pass the time
I take to many pills...
it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple dollar bills,
still i feel the same
Everybody knows my name,
say it way out loud

its hard to hang out in crowds
i guess that's the price you pay
to be some big shot like I am
outstretched hands and one night stands,
just like me
still i cant find love
I feel like number one,
yet I'm last in line
and when your walls come tumblin' down,
i will always be around
...yea anyone and now...
and when your walls come tumblin' down,
I will always be around
people don't know about
the things I say or do
they don't understand
about the **** that I've been through
it's been so long
since I've been home
I've been gone
I've been gone for way to long
maybe i forgot
all the things id miss
oh somehow i know there's more to life then this
i said it too many times
and i still stand firm
you get what you put in,
and people get what deserve
still i ain't seen mine
no i ain't seen mine
I've been givin'
just ain't been gettin'
I've been walkin back that line
so I think ill keep on walkin
with my head held high
ill keep movin' on
and only god knows whyonly god..
only god..
only god knows why
only god knows...
why why why why
only god knows why
take it to the devil
hey wont you take me to the river
hey hey hey hey hey....