Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
大早晨的我还是有点紧张
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
不断努力应对自己的焦虑，我设法控制住它
Even when I know it's been forever
即使我知道这是永远的了
I can still feel the spin
我仍然可以感觉到旋转
Hurts when I remember and
当我想起的时候很受伤
I never wanna feel it again
我再也不想感觉到了
Don't know if you get it 'cause
不知道你是否明白
I can't express how thankful I am
我无法表达我的感激之情
That you were always with me when
在我受伤时你总是在我身边
It hurts I know that you understand
我知道你能理解我
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制
Nothing I can do anymore
我已经无能为力了
Trying every day when I hold my breath
每天当我屏住呼吸在太空中旋转
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
并按在我的胸膛上
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有时候我仍然认为它会来，但我知道不会了
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
试图吸气呼气，但空气被困住了
'Cause even though I'm older now and
因为即使我现在长大了
I know how to shake off the past
我也不知道如何摆脱过去
I wouldn't have made it if
如果没有你牵着我的手
I didn't have you holding my hand
我不会成功
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制
Nothing I can do anymore
我已经无能为力了
Trying every day when I hold my breath
每天当我屏住呼吸在太空中旋转
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
并按在我的胸膛上
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制
I need you to know I would
我知道如果没有你
Never be this strong without you
我不会如此强大
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
你看到了我的成长，你带走了我所有的疑惑
'Cause you were home
因为你在家
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制
There's nothing I can do anymore
我已经无能为力了
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
我再也无能为力了
Trying every day when I hold my breath
每天当我屏住呼吸在太空中旋转
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
并按在我的胸膛上
I don't wanna lose control
我不想失去控制