Opposite of Crazy
Growing up I was called thirty-three teeth, mm-mm
从小到大我都是多余的局外人
'Cause my smile was the biggest in the team, mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm
因为我从来都是团体里笑得最憨的那个
Football practice was my day of the week
踢足球就是我日复一日的动作
'Til the ball hit what I've smiled with
直到有一天足球精准打击了我笑脸对面的东西
But I smiled
那我也只能强颜欢笑了
Mom and dad never liked to shout in front of me
我爸我妈绝对不会在我面前大吵大闹
We were seen as this perfect family, mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm
我们看起来就是传说中的完美家庭
Until my dad threw the ring on the floor
直到某天我爸将戒指狠狠丢在地上
Didn't say a word
脸拉下来，一言不发
Mom just smiled as he walked away
他夺门而出，我妈只是凄凄地微笑着
She just smiled
她也就只能强颜欢笑了
Oh, oh
哦豁
But the opposite of crazy
但是疯狂的反面(指刻意地控制)
Is still crazy,crazy
不照旧显得疯狂吗?
Can't smile when I wanna cry
当我哭唧唧的时候又怎么可能笑得出来
I am not a Gemini
我本来就没有两幅面具啊
But the opposite of crazy
那疯狂的反面
Is still pretty ****ing crazy
涌动的不就是被刻意掩盖的特么的疯狂吗?
I wish It'd rain like It did ten summers ago
多希望自己能像十年前一样用眼泪下场暴雨
When I just couldn't not let it go
当我万分纠结剪不断理还乱的时候
Flood my pillows behind pink doors
然后任由眼泪泡湿粉红房门后我的枕头
Like pink glasses, I hid behind to never show
就像粉红的眼镜，这样我就可以躲起来
Any pain
不用在别人面前显露伤痕
Oh, oh
哦豁
But the opposite of crazy
但是疯狂背面隐藏的
Is still crazy,crazy
正是浑身解数去掩盖的疯狂啊
Can't smile when I wanna cry
在想哭唧唧的时候我又怎么可能去笑啊
I am not a Gemini
我又没有两张面具
But the opposite of crazy
那疯狂背后隐藏的
Is still pretty ****ing crazy
不就是特么拼命掩盖的疯狂吗?
(Ten summers ago)
(十年前的夏天)
I think that thunder coming out of my bedroom
我觉得当雷声阵阵响彻我的房间的时候
(Ten summers ago)
(十年前的夏夜)
Was a cry for help to heal my young wounds
正是自己的求助换来了疗愈幼小心灵创伤的良药
(Ten summers ago)
(就是十年前的夏天啊)
But all I've shown and everything that you've seen
但是我外表展现的，能给你看见的
Was a rainbow
也就是暴风雨后的彩虹啊
Ever since
自从那时便是如此
Oh, oh
But the opposite of crazy
但是疯狂的背面
Is still crazy,crazy
不就是面具下面掩盖的疯狂吗?
Can't smile when I wanna cry
真的痛到要哭的时候我可笑不出来
I am not a Gemini
我又没有两个人格
But the opposite of crazy
但是疯狂的背面
Is still pretty ****ing crazy
终究是理性克制的癫狂啊