Everything's Good

Honestly
实话实说
There's a little part of me that wants to wake up
我内心中的一部分想要醒来
And be a better me
成为更好的自己
I tried a little therapy, it wasn't enough
我尝试过为自己疗伤，可还远远不够
I used to think that growing up
我曾经以为长大以后
I could be anything
我就能随心所欲
Yeah, I said
是啊，我曾这么说过
I used to think that growing up
我总想着成长
I could be anything
意味着能做任何事
But I didn't get smarter like mama said
但我并未像妈妈所说的变得聪明
Cause I didn't go to college like all my friends
因为我并没有像我的好友们一样去到大学
And I still don't have a dollar to pay my rent
我依旧没有钱来自力更生
But everything's good, yeah everything's good
但是一切都还不错
Quality
好极了
I just want to feel the way that everyone should
我只想与所有人有着相同感受
Yeah aren't you proud of me (proud of me, proud of me)
你不为我感到骄傲吗？
I can fake a smile just like you said that I would
我可以如你所言伪装出微笑
Oh yeah (oh yeah)
I used to think that growing up
我曾以为着成熟
I could be anything
我能为所欲为
But I didn't get smarter like mama said
可我并未像妈妈所言变得更有智慧
Cause I didn't go to college like all my friends
我没有像所有的朋友一样前往大学
And I still don't have a dollar to pay my rent
我还是没有钱支付账单
But everything's good, yeah everything's good
但一切还是很棒
And I can barely focus and pretend it ends
我不能集中精神，假装一切都已结束
And I guess nobody noticed when I was six
我猜在六岁时根本无人注意到我
Yeah I'm a little broken and can't be fixed
我已有些裂痕，难以被修补
But everything's good, yeah everything's good
但其实一切都还不错
But I didn't get smarter like mama said
我并没有像妈妈所说变得聪明
Cause I didn't go to college like all my friends
因为我没有与我的朋友一样前往大学
And I still don't have a dollar to pay my rent
我还是身无分文
But everything's good, yeah everything's good
一切都还算不错
And I can barely focus and pretend it ends
我很难集中精力假装一切已宣告终结
And I guess nobody noticed when I was six
我六岁时根本无人在意
Yeah I'm a little broken and can't be fixed
我已片片碎裂，再难被修补
But everything's good, yeah everything's good
但一切其实都不赖，对，都很好