DIRT ON THE NAME OF STEVEN

I can't forgive him or myself
我无法原谅他（zheani的爸爸）和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为你好”把你内心的苦倾泄出来吧
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱学会成长的傻瓜
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我有许多故事，听我讲完：
They called my dad a creeper
有一天有群人过来嘲笑我爸爸
When they stripped me away from him
他们带走了我，脱去了衣服
On sad days I believed them
在悲伤的时候我还是相信着他们
Dirt on the name of Steven
亲眼看着父亲被掩埋
Teenage cuts
童年时的阴影
Cuts that ain't stopped bleeding
不会随时间褪去而会陪伴你一生
To feel is f*ckin freedom
我终于感受到了自由
I got my Eastern Dreamin
也有了我的东方梦想（指zheani开始热爱亚文化）
Swimmin he's fiend
而他就像恶魔一样游于人世间
Chances are he'll make a scene
找准各种机会和别人争吵
There he goes again
他又来了
Rude cunt
一个鲁莽的混蛋
Real cunt
一个真正的硬汉
Mongrel blood is deeper
狗倒在了血泊中，血泊越来越深
Drownin with no culture
无知的我在水中逐渐沉溺
Some boys think they're predators
当那群人又来趁火打劫的时候
When they're really vultures
几个男孩来了，觉得那群人在欺负我
Hell is bubblin' over
地狱愈演愈烈
Tell me can you smell the sulfur?
你能不能闻到空气中的硫磺？
Take another toke and
吸一口烟
Melt into the sofa
在沙发上享受片刻安宁
You need a bad man
你需要一个坏人
To keep the bad men at the door
来应付门口的一群坏人
Only god is keeping score
只有上天在注视着这一切
I'm Madonna and the whore
我就像麦当娜一样，放荡不羁
And they keep on wanting more
他们不停地向我索取更多
And I keep on letting blood
我还是尽我所能地帮他们
Even though I gave it all
尽管我已经什么都没有了
Mind's racing back and forth
那天我坐立不安
Shoulda f*ckin took that call
我接起了电话
Reaper man was at his door
死神已经到了家门口
And when died his heart was sore
然后他就因为心脏病逝世了
And I can't forgive him or myself
我不能原谅他和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为了你好”把一切都倾诉出来会好受点
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱长大的傻女孩
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我还有故事没有讲完
And I can't forgive him or myself
我不能原谅他和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为你好”倾诉出来吧
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱成长的傻女孩
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我还好多故事要讲
I got stories..
我还有好多故事
These country kids are spitting
乡下的小孩都朝我吐口水
As they're calling me a freak
还叫我怪胎
But I'm on a winning spree
但是我当时正处于胜利的喜悦中
Despite of my pedigree
然而我的家里人
Always thought I was better
总认为我能做得更好
My momma calls me judgemental
我妈妈总是对我评头论足
That’s why I'm not sentimental
这就是为什么我乐观的原因
...And the past I have left it behind
我已经抛弃了过去
But the guilt it is still on my mind
但是负罪感还是在我心中挥之不去
At the funeral I couldn't cry
在爸爸的葬礼上我不能哭
I rap this sh*t with tears in my eyes
我唱这首歌的时候，眼泪不禁在眼里打转
I find it hard to sleep cunt
我很难就这样入眠
I'm hinking of some whack sh*t
那些人狠揍我的记忆总是轻易地映入眼帘
The demons of the past are always
过去的恶魔总是
F*ckin in the back seat
在后座上作秽
Sugar cane and bad heat
甘蔗还有难以忍受的高温
Mostquito bites and dank weed
蚊子叮咬还有潮湿的杂草
The kids that once harassed me
那些小孩只要骚扰过我一次
Will never f*cking pass me
在遇见我后都要绕道而行
Red dust in the rear view
红尘在我身后充斥空中
I can't f*cking see you
我已经看不清你的模样
I got a bad man
我和一个坏蛋在一起了
He keeps the bad man at the door
他帮我应付门口的那些坏人
96 Bonnie and Clyde
就像邦尼和克莱德（雌雄大盗）一样
Motherf*ck the law
真正的公正公平在哪
Bubba grew up poor
我的好兄弟在贫穷中成长
That’s why I want it all
这就是为什么我渴望着得到更多
I can't forgive him or myself
我不能原谅他和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为你好”把一切都倾诉出来吧
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱成长的傻女孩
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我有很多故事可以讲
And I can't forgive him or myself
我不能原谅他和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为了你好”把一切倾诉出来吧
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱成长的傻女孩
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我还有很多故事可以讲
I got stories..
我还有很多故事。。。
Can't forgive him or myself
不能原谅他和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为了你好”把一切都倾诉出来吧
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱成长的傻女孩
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我还有很多故事可以讲
And I can't forgive him or myself
我不能·原谅他和我自己
"Na zdrowie!" Pour it out for health
“都是为了你好”把一切都倾诉出来吧
Just a mutt ***** that grew up in hell
我也只不过是一个在地狱成长的傻女孩
And f*ck I got stories to tell
我还有很多故事要讲
I got stories..
我还有很多故事。。。。。。