Im sorry, It is my fault

Prod by nevva.
I did many wrong things，I dont even know the meaning of living
我走过很多歧路，我甚至不知道生活的意义
Stuck in a black room，**** another bad hoe
被困在黑色的房间里，一个又一个次的欺骗
I still wanna go back the day we kept calling
我仍然想要回到我们通着语音的日子
Another cigarette, smoking for the *******
一根又一根烟，为我这样的贱人点上
What I gonna do, nothing gonna lose
该怎么做，没什么可以失去的了
A little small thing can push me to hell
一个小小的破事也能把我推进地狱
Depression inside, I feel I got ill
内心的抑郁，我感觉我得病了
it is snow outside I think it is time to say sorry for you, my love
漫天飞雪的日子是该像你道歉了，挚爱
I know I’ve done too much which could make you feel confuse, my fool
我知道我做过要多让你困惑的事情，我的错我的错…