The First One

I know I shouldn't say what I'm 'bout to say
我知道我不该说我接下来说的话
'Cause it's never okay to go and brink your exes up
就这样提起前任从来不是什么轻松的事
No matter what
无论如何
My second and my third, I hate they got the worst of me
真的很遗憾我把最糟的自己都给了我的第二任和第三任
They don't deserve the way that I was treating them
他们不该受我那般糟糕对待
I'd lead them on
而我却主导着他们的爱
When I knew what I was doing
当我意识到我的所作所为
I was stupid, I was ruined, I was healing
我恨自己太傻 毁了自己 也拼命想要自愈
But the healing never happened
但却从未成功治愈
And I'm sorry that I did you wrong
很抱歉我错待了你
To all the ones I ever loved
致我所有爱过的你
Never let you in enough
抱歉我从未让你进入我心
Not your fault I gave too much
不是你的错 而是我
To the first one, to the first one
对初恋付出了太多 太多
To all the ones I ever hurt
致所有曾伤害过的你
Always knew it wouldn't work
虽然我很清楚这没有用
Not your fault I gave too much
但真的不是你的错 而是我
To the first one, to the first one
对初恋付出了太多 太多
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah
我无法自已 束手无策
I just can't forget some of the words he said
我无法忘记他说过的那些话
The memories in my bed keep coming back again
回忆自枕边翻来覆去
Like daggers in my mind, yeah
如我脑海中的利匕
They draw blood all night, yeah
整夜让我心血流不停
Yeah, I know what I've been doing
噢我很清楚我的所作所为
Running through 'em just to try and catch a feeling
为追寻爱意投身于那些爱人 不管错对
But the feeling never happened
但爱意从未降临
And I'm sorry that I did you wrong
很抱歉我错待了你
To all the ones I ever loved
致我所有爱过的你
Never let you in enough
抱歉我从未让你进入我心
Not your fault I gave too much
不是你的错 而是我
To the first one, to the first one
对初恋付出了太多 太多
To all the ones I ever hurt
致所有曾伤害过的你
Always knew it wouldn't work
虽然我很清楚这没有用
Not your fault I gave too much
但真的不是你的错 而是我
To the first one, to the first one
对初恋付出了太多 太多
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我无法自已 束手无策
No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全无法自已 束手无策
Promise that it kills
真的很伤人
Every time you send
每一次看到你po出那些照片
A picture from a place
是某个我们曾一起
You and I used to go
去过的地方
I hope you know
我希望你能懂
To all the ones I ever loved
致我所有爱过的你
Never let you in enough
抱歉我从未让你进入我心
Not your fault I gave too much
不是你的错 而是我
To the first one, to the first one
对初恋付出了太多 太多
To all the ones I ever hurt
致所有曾伤害过的你
Always knew it wouldn't work
虽然我很清楚这没有用
Not your fault I gave too much
但真的不是你的错 而是我
To the first one, to the first one
对初恋付出了太多 太多
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全无法自已 束手无策
No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全无法自已 不知所措
No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全无法自已 束手无策
(No, there ain't nothing I can do about it) Yeah, yeah
我完全无法自已 不知所措