Depression & Obsession
Depression and obsession don’t mix well,
我的绝望和迷恋相互矛盾,
I'm poisoned and my body doesn't feel well,
我身中她的剧毒 浑身不适,
I hate her, it's hard to love how I feel my stomach turning,
我将关于她的回忆吞噬 生理心理遭受双重折磨 胃里翻江倒海,
Make out hill, where we met,
MAKE OUT HILL是我们羁绊的开始,
We let our lips do all the talking and now I'm nothing,
我们放任情感奔流 但现在我一无所有,
Depression and obsession don't mix well,
我的绝望和迷恋相互纠葛,
Hollywood motels,
好莱坞汽车旅馆里的回忆(X早期只能与前女友Geneva住在汽车旅馆),
And all I think I'm just obsessed with you,
妈的 我想我对你太过着迷。
Sad!
Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh,
我是谁?是个害怕放手的男人,
You decide if you're ever gonna let me know (yeah),
想让我知道的话请决定吧,
Suicide if you ever try to let go, uh,
如果你想要放手的话自杀吧,
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah,
我知道我很丧,我知道我很丧,
Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh,
我是谁?是个害怕放手的男人,
You decide if you're ever gonna let me know (yeah),
想让我知道的话请决定吧,
Suicide if you ever try to let go, uh,
如果你想要放手的话自杀吧,
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah,
我知道我很丧,我知道我很丧。
Revenge
I've dug two graves for us, my dear,
亲爱的我为咱们挖好了两座坟墓(引用了孔子的话“攻乎异端,斯害己也!”,
Can't pretend that I was perfect,
我不能说自己十全十美,
Leaving you in fear,
留下你一人凌乱恐惧,
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear,
天呐 这个世界都已经把我变成了这般模样,
If I could act on my revenge, no, would I,
我是否能践行我对这个堕落世界报复呢 我会改变世界 还是为之堕落添砖加瓦?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart,
有人杀戮 有人盗窃 有人伤透你的心,
And you thought that I would let it go,
你认为我会就这样让你轻易走掉,
And let you walk,
而不付出任何代价?
Well, broken hearts break bones,
行吧 我这支离破碎的心 残枯破败的冷骨,
So break up fast,
在我翻脸前你赶快滚吧,
And I don't wanna let it go,
我不再抱以任何希望了,
So in my grave I'll rot,
只能静静腐烂在自掘的坟墓中。
A GHETTO CHRISTMAS CAROL
It's a vibe, yeah,
就是这个气氛,耶,
Feeling right, yeah,
就是这个感觉,耶,
Keep it quiet,
保持安静,
Got a ***** throwed (yuh, yuh),
把黑人扔了(哟,哟),
So much ice, yeah,
太多的冰了,耶,
Fantasize, yeah,
幻想,耶,
The city lights, got a ***** so,
城市在发光,黑人也一样,
Yeah, day and night,
耶,日日夜夜,
Through the day and night,
日日夜夜,
Through the day and night, got a ***** so,
日日夜夜,
Yeah, day and night,
耶,日日夜夜,
Through the day and night,
日日夜夜,
Through the day and night,
日日夜夜,
Through the day and night,
日日夜夜,
Through the day and night,
日日夜夜,
Don't crash, don't crash, you're movin' too fast now,
不要撞坏,不要撞坏,你现在移动的太快了,
More cash, more cash, might throw it on her ass now,
更多的现金,更多的现金,现在把它扔到她的屁股上,
Butterfly on the whip, that's a ***** doors,
有蝴蝶在鞭子上面,那是黑人的大门,
All my hoes super thick and don't keep no legs closed,
我所有的锄头都很细,不要闭紧腿。
Save me
Hello,
你好么,
From the dark side end,
来自黑暗的结束,
Does anybody here wanna be my friend (my friend),
有没有人愿意当我的朋友,
Want it all to end,
想要这一切都结束,
Tell me when the **** is it all gon' end?
告诉我这该死的一切什么时候结束,
Voices in my head telling me I'm gonna end up dead,
脑海里的声音不断告诉我我将会以死亡结束,
So save me,
拯救我吧,
Before I fall,
在我堕落之前,
So save me,
拯救我吧,
I don't wanna be alone,
我不想一个人孤独。
Moonlight
All alone, call my phone, make me feel right,
我还单着 快打我电话让我心情好点,
Girl you know when you call, make me feel right,
女孩你知道的 你每次打我电话我心情都会好,
All alone, call my phone, make me feel right,
我还单着 打我电话让我好受点,
Girl you know when you call, make me feel right,
女孩你知道的 你每次打我电话我心情都会好。
Hope
So outside of my misery, I think I'll find,
超出我所受的痛苦之外,我想我可能会找到,
A way of envisioning a better life,
一条通往幸福美好生活的道路,
For the rest of us, the rest of us,
为了我们剩下的所有人,
There's hope for the rest of us, the rest of us,
为了我们所有人的一条美好的道路。
Orlando
So nobody wants death,
没人想亲手了结自己的性命 (X虽然情绪一度十分消极但是同样害怕死亡所以总是在等待死亡而不会自杀),
'Cause nobody wants life to end,
最后只有等待生命的结束,
I'm the only one stressed,
生活充满压力,
I'm the only one tired of having fake friends,
并且厌倦这些所谓朋友假惺惺的问候,
Put the noose on my neck and the hole in my back, again,
只想自缢并且背后的伤口隐隐作痛(reference那些黑子以及当初前女友对他造成的伤害),
I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face,
我会笑着等待死神把我带走,
This is the end,
在生命的尽头的时候回头看(X想象过生命的最后一天回顾之前,看到的都是痛苦和对生命的浪费)。
the remedy for a broken heart (why am I so in love)
Why am I so in love,
为何我对爱如此执着?
Why am I so in love,
为何我如此想被爱着?
Why am I so in love,
为何我的情感如此厚重?
I don't know why,
我没有答案,
She said I oh I am fallin' for you fallin' for you,
她说 “我真为你着迷”,
I oh I am fallin' for you fallin' for you,
我对你如此着迷。