love n death metal

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One, two, three, four
取悦自己好难
Sometimes its hard to love yourself
过期的牛奶就放到酸
Sometimes you let the milk go sour
藏在房间里嚼外卖
Sometimes you have amazon deliver instead of leaving the house
整日昏睡连连
Sometimes you sleep for sixteen hours
讨厌孤独

这令人讨厌的孤独
And I'm sick of being alone in my apartment
不知道如何变开心快乐
And I'm sick of being alone
怎么做 都是错
I'm sick of being asked what it is I need to be happy
或许 黑咖啡不加奶两勺糖浓一点 会清醒快乐
What I need is wrong
玫瑰花瓣般的无声与娇弱 啊
What I need is black, no cream, two sugars & strong
死亡金属般的嘶喊与昏沉 啊

付出，信任，交流
Rose petals
假装爽飞，被迫激进
Death metal
抽, 戒, 人生就这样吧

地鼠酒吧再喝一扎
Love, trust, communication
不着边际的异想天开
Fake orgasms, passive aggression
狮子女巫衣柜小矮子
Drugs, withdrawal, my life is over
或许还有..
I need a drink at the Golden Gopher
死亡金属的爆发与清醒
Fantasy books at happy hour
“毁灭吧, 赶紧的, 累了。”
The lion, the witch, the wardrobe, the coward
我对电梯师傅紧张的说

“Steve, 别那么物质，
And then maybe
我可以为你打假分! "
Death metal
我信誓旦旦的说

但他让我别扯别的 他只要五星好评
"I feel like you could crash right now and it might be good for me"
他要的就是 纯粹的 五 星 好 评
I say to my lift driver nervously
玫瑰花瓣一般的轻柔与灿烂
"I feel like we could get rid of all money
死亡金属一般的刻薄与坦诚
And give everyone fake points, Steve"
我甩着警棍 想当盖世英雄
I say to my lift driver confidently
为了找理由出门而yp 让生活充满激情

我悄无声息的暗淡 濒临死亡
He says "all I need from you is five stars"
一盒红 一盒蓝 雨露均沾
"All I need is five crisp, sparkling, gold damn stars"
沉迷醉酒 像个年迈的老头

窝在沙发里
Rose petals
我的
Death metal
安全区里..

或许还有.. 死亡金属般的尖锐与透彻
I'm taking shrooms to kill the demons
Dating sites to find a reason to get out, life's exciting
Kill me slowly, I'm already dying
Marlboro reds, the blues, the balance
Beer soaked image of your grandparents couches
Of the couches

Of the couches
Of the couches

And maybe also death metal