Living in a vacuum in the world
I want I want
So I don't have to think, I don't feel anxious
in this way no
verse1：
生活是一成不变的轮回
我为末日做着准备
当人类世界崩溃
独自进入下一个轮回
不受影响我安然无恙
不会再四处躲藏
在破碎中游荡
我期待那天来临
但生活照常运行
上帝从未满足我的愿望似乎不懂我的
慌乱
所以我不再相信上帝
不想听所谓的真谛
把直觉当做准则
我不能够对它失礼
bridge:
自我诊断
确定自己是一个病患
不再幻想依靠别人哪怕我让自己失望
没有用 就算叫来全知全能的神
我是不听劝的人
活下去 全靠本能
hook：
i seem to be insane that's my issue
I can't control myself that's my issue
no one can see
it I'm used to being alone where should I be
disorder I caused it
disorder my fault yeah
disorder I caused it
I caused it
verse2:
事情堆了又堆假装无所谓
办不到所以假装逃避我不想面对
怎样都好就是别让我张嘴
今晚的我又是带着忧虑入睡
那些平常的简单的却做不到的事
一个个堆积成了痛苦的名词
一个一个的选择都是一颗沙粒
不断沉积最终成为坚硬的岩石
Can't be moved
I don't know myself no no
I just pretend not to know
I might be better off without the ability to think
四处遍布危机 时刻保持警惕
躲进角落 在黑暗中做自己
没人在意自己 却把自己当做唯一
解决的方法是彻底忘记自己
hook：
i seem to be insane that's my issue
I can't control myself that's my issue
no one can see
it I'm used to being alone where should I be
disorder I caused it
disorder my fault yeah
disorder I caused it
I caused it
I can see everybody but they can't see me
我在他们的眼神中迷失了自己
I can see everybody but they can't see me
但我猜测目光都对准我自己
Disorder(prod.by MEGA)