Back to December
I'm so glad you made time to see me
很高兴,我们又见面了
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
最近如何,你家里人还好吗?
I haven't seen them in a while
有些时日没有去拜访了
You've been good, you busier than ever
看着你过得挺好的,日子挺充实
We small talk about work and the weather
无所适从的聊聊天气,窥探工作生活
Your guard is up and I know why
我知道你的心墙为什么在彼此之间横亘着
Cause the last time that you saw me is still
只因上次的相见
burning the back of your mind
仍然在煎熬着你的心灵
I gave you roses and then you left them there to die
子予玫瑰,弃之凋之
造化非常,我放弃自己的一切
So this is me swallowing my pride,
站在你的面前,说着对那晚良久的的歉意
standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
我屡次试图穿越时空,回到季冬至月
And I go back to December all the time
结果所谓自由,不过是放开你的手
It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you,
企望会珍惜当时眼前的你
wishin' that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
我漫游到冰月,转身安置好一切
And I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
呵,我漫游到了冰月
And I go back to December all the time
这些日子无法睡不成眠
回演着离开你的时间片段
对不起,生日的时候没有给你电话
These days I haven't been sleepin'
这总是会牵扯出夏天那些笑声染过的时光
Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin'
我以过客的身份看你温暖地笑
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
它提醒我,落叶之秋,我爱过你
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
寒冬之至,黑暗降临
I watched you laughin' from the passenger side
恐惧的丝线禁锢着我的心
I realized I loved you in the fall
我愚蠢的用一句再见回应你倾尽所有的爱
Then the cold came, the dark days
我放弃自己的一切
when fear crept into the back of my mind
站在你面前,说着那晚造就的歉意
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
我心痛的看着那个冰月
结局给了我自由,拿走了你
So this is me swallowing my pride,
痛惜没有珍惜你的时光
standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
我回望那个十二月
And I go back to December all the time
转身继续爱你
It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you,
我回到那个十二月
wishin' that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
想念你无暇的皮肤,你午后阳光般的微笑
And I go back to December,
你就是我命中注定的劫
turn around and change my own mind
想念你怀抱我的那个季秋夜晚
And I go back to December all the time
呵,第一次见我哭吧
可能这样也好
And I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
可能是无意义的梦
So good to me, so right
如果上天再给我一个机会让我俩相爱,定不负你
And how you held me in your arms that September night
我希望回到那个时间,可笑,我不能改变什么
The first time you ever saw me cry
我理解,你的门锁不会打开
Maybe this is wishful thinking
现在我真心放弃一切
Probably mindless dreaming
站在你的门前,说着我的对不起
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
我回到十二月
结局用你换取了自由
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
当时怎会没有意识到你是我的
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
我回到十二月,转身安置好一切
我回到十二月,转身继续爱你
This is me swallowing my pride,
我回到那个十二月,永不停歇
standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
永不停歇
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you,
wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it aright
i go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time