Happy Endings (feat. iann dior and UPSAHL)

Hey, at least in my mind
嘿 至少我自以为
I'm feelin' like I'm the hero that saved me
我是个英雄 自我救赎
Then I hold my head high
然后我就能高昂着头颅
Get everything right
把一切拾掇好
Delusional maybe
也许只是妄想吧
Yo, this whole last year was a shit show
整个去年就是一团乱麻
Just findin' out now what I didn't know
现在才发觉自己的无知
Seems like each time when I get low
似乎每一个低谷期
I place blame everywhere that it shouldn't go
我都会错怪别人
And that's what's keeping me up
这念头正使我难以安眠
Fallin' apart, man, I keep it a buck
就算是分崩离析 伙计 我也不撒谎
You still act like I'm holding you up
你表现得好像我拖了你后腿
I still feel like I'm folding up
我还是觉得我正在崩溃边缘
Tell me what I should have said and I'll pretend to know that
告诉我吧 我本应说些什么 我会假装我知道
Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back
我也许应该学着别再口无遮拦
Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have?
我这么没耐心 怎么期待别人耐心待我呢
Over and over, expecting a different result, yeah
颠过来 掉过去 期待着不同的结果 耶
Hey, at least in my mind
嘿 至少我自以为
I'm feelin' like I'm the hero that saved me
我是个英雄 自我救赎
Then I hold my head high
然后我就能高昂着头颅
Get everything right
把一切拾掇好
Delusional maybe
也许只是妄想吧
If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局
While I'm in every book, know I could be yours
故事里 我会十分优秀 超越你我的期待 哦
Still at least in my mind
不过我仍然自以为
I'm feelin' like I'm the hero that saved me
我是个英雄 自我救赎
They like, "Hey, Mike
他们都说 嘿 麦克
You can't keep kickin' yourself for the things you say like
你不该一直为自己说的话自怨自艾
There's some people that you could never make right"
有些人的错你永远矫正不了
And really, do I wanna sweat shit? No
而且说真的 我真的想用力过猛么 才不
I know I don't wanna let this go
我只是不想放弃这段美好
Hold it inside, let it take control
默默忍受 让它控制我
Tell me what I should have said and I'll pretend to know that
告诉我吧 我本应说些什么 我会假装我知道
Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back
我也许应该学着别再口无遮拦
Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have?
我这么没耐心 怎么期待别人耐心待我呢
Over and over and over and over and, oh, my God
颠过来 掉过去 辗转反侧 哦 天啊
Hey, at least in my mind
嘿 至少我自以为
I'm feelin' like I'm the hero that saved me
我是个英雄 自我救赎
Then I hold my head high
然后我就能高昂着头颅
Get everything right
把一切拾掇好
Delusional maybe
也许只是妄想吧
If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局
While I'm in every book, know I could be yours
故事里 我会十分优秀 超越你我的期待 哦
Still at least in my mind
不过我仍然自以为
I'm feelin' like I'm the hero that saved me
我是个英雄 自我救赎
I keep tellin' myself to stop caring
我一直说服自己别在意了
‘Cause they live for keepin' me staring
因为他们存在的意义就是让我眼红 心里痒
And they'll drag it on to make respond
他们拖拖拉拉尽情表演博眼球
To get more retweets and more sharing
无非是想要更多素质三连
I don't need the manager, no Karen
我不需要别人管着 大包大揽
‘Cause what's wrong seems so apparent
错的都是明摆着的
‘Cause I'm too alive, these bad ****in' vibes
我活力四射 氛围组扛把子
And I'm so damn sick of bein' stuck inside, 'side, 'side, 'side, yeah
烦死了啦 我不想再宅家了 宅 宅 宅 耶
Hey, at least in my mind
嘿 至少我自以为
I'm feelin' like I'm (Like I'm) the hero that saved me (Ah)
我是个（是个）英雄 自我救赎（啊）
Then I hold my head high (Yeah)
然后我就能高昂着头颅（耶）
Get everything right (Right)
把一切拾掇好（好）
Delusional maybe (Maybe)
也许只是妄想吧（也许吧）
If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局
While I'm in every book, know I could be yours (Know I could be, know I could be)
故事里 我会十分优秀 超越你我的期待 哦（我会的 也会的）
Still at least in my mind (In my mind, yeah)
不过我仍然自以为（自以为 耶）
I'm feelin' like I'm (Like I'm) the hero that saved me (Yeah, ah)
我是个（是个）英雄 自我救赎（耶 啊）
If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如 假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局
I-If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如 假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局
I-If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如 假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局
I-If I'm pretending, wanna write happy endings
假如 假如这只是假装 那我想书写美好的结局