Intentions

I wanna be sober, but I love getting high
我想要清醒 但我爱这嗨翻的感觉
Wanna give it a hundred percent
希望所有事情都能百分百顺利
But I'm too afraid to try
但我又害怕去尝试去面对现实
I wanna be faithful, but love hooking up with randos
想要爱情的忠诚 却总是遇不到对的人
I wanna live by the law, but still think like a vandal
想要遵纪守法 却又像是在将内心的艺术泯灭
I wanna get exercise, but I'm too lazy to workout
想要去健身房 却又不由得摊在家中不愿锻炼
I want all the finer things
我所憧憬的所有美好
But don't wanna go to work now
都无法一一实现
I wanna go outside, take my family to the beach
想要与家人一同外出 去沙滩享受阳光
I wake up in the morning, first thing I do
然而清晨醒来 我却第一时间
Is look at a screen, at a screen
看起手机与电视荧幕 消磨时间
Wanna live freely, why isn't it so easy?
想要生活自由自在 为何却不那么容易
I should read a book, but I keep watching this TV
我本应享受名著书香 眼睛却无法从电视转移
And I know this lifestyle doesn't really feed me
我知道 这样的生活方式并不正确
I just tune out to the voice inside that's speaking
但我只是选择了无视内心的声音
All, all my little problems
我的所有小小毛病
Keep on building up and building up
不断累加堆砌
All my good intentions just
而我的所有美好愿景
Ain't good enough to find the love
也显得不如人所愿 无法找到爱情
So I smoke until my lungs are full
只得吞云吐雾 直到肺部满是烟雾笼罩
Drink until I lose my cool
借酒消愁 直到我失去所有理智
Apology's my middle name and one day, I will change
不停为过错道歉 仿佛我的中间名一般 我相信我会做出改变
But I'm okay with who I am today
但是今天的我似乎也还过得去
I'm okay with who I, who I am today
今天的我好像还不错呢 就这样吧
I want world piece, but I wanna watch Worldstar
想要帮助世界和平 却又只想看Star World频道
I know that I should stay home
想要老老实实待在家里
And still wanna kick it where the girls are
却又忍不住去寻找女孩们的去处
I wanna be a feminist, but I'm still watching porno
想要成为维护女权的一份子 却又忍不住看小黄片
I wanna eat healthy, but I'ma eat this Digiornos
想要健康饮食 嘴里却吃着Digiornos家的披萨
We live on social media, read other people's thoughts
我们太过依赖社会媒体八卦消息 不停阅览他人的想法
Tweet about justice, but don't show up to the march
在推特上发表所谓正义 却又不愿为军队效力
I think about the earth and I think about the eco
我心细世界 与环境控制组织
What am I willing to sacrifice at the expense of my ego?
我是否愿意以自我享受为代价为国牺牲
Wanna live freely, why isn't it so easy?
想要生活自由自在 为何却不那么容易
I should read a book, but I keep watching this TV
我本应享受名著书香 眼睛却无法从电视转移
And I know this lifestyle doesn't really feed me
我知道 这样的生活方式并不正确
I just tune out to the voice inside that's speaking
但我只是选择了无视内心的声音
All, all my little problems
我的所有小小毛病
Keep on building up and building up
不断累加堆砌
All my good intentions just
而我的所有美好愿景
Ain't good enough to find the love
也显得不如人所愿 无法找到爱情
So I smoke until my lungs are full
只得吞云吐雾 直到肺部满是烟雾笼罩
Drink until I lose my cool
借酒消愁 直到我失去所有理智
Apology's my middle name and one day, I will change
不停为过错道歉 仿佛我的中间名一般 我相信我会做出改变
But I'm okay with who I am today
但是今天的我似乎也还过得去
I'm okay with who I, who I am today
今天的我好像还不错呢 就这样吧
I'm okay with who I am today
但是今天的我似乎也还过得去
I'm okay with who I, who I am today
就这样安于现状 直至腐朽