week or 2

(I'll give you all the space I've been saving
Until I'm here with nothing at all
I don't know what it is that were chasing
I know that it has only felt wrong)

And I've been feeling better bout us than before
But not because I have grown or changed what's wrong
I guess I've learned that at some point you get numb to the touch and go

I can't leave us in the past and not look back
Even without any chance of full repair
Maybe both of us were coping with the fear of being alone

Been here 2 years
And I'd still give so much more but time
Won't give you what you want cause I
Can't be the one you want
I need to hear
I'm not just overthinking I
Can't give you what you want
No I can't be the one
Feel I never fit the mold inside your head
Like I never even had a single chance
I put everything I could in what we had
And now it's gone

Maybe forever around this cycle goes
It's funny how everytime gets easier
Sometimes I wish it would hurt me so much more
So I'd let go

Been here 2 years
And I'd still give so much more but time
Won't give you what you want cause I
Can't be the one you want
I need to hear
I'm not just overthinking I
Can't give you what you want
No I can't be the one
We could play couple for a week or 2
But that's not enough for me or you
Wish there was anymore that I could do
To save myself from losing you