when the hospital was my home

Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
我能感受到风从我左耳边拂过
Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here
犹如你对我轻声细语 可你并不在我身旁
Life is slow, sleepin’ 12 hours a day, ayy
生活过得很慢 一天睡十二个小时
Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same
自从做完手术后 我就不再如往昔了
I'm sick and it sucks, my friends barely visit
就算我生病了 我朋友也很少来看望我 这真是糟糕啊
Every week that goes by and I’m feelin' more distant
一周一周过去了 我也与他们愈渐疏远
Try so many times, tryna chip away my fear
我试过很多次 想将内心恐惧驱散
Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years
当我忧伤地忆起我们这青春岁月 我祈祷着
First night that you kissed me, cuddle watchin' Disney
你将我亲吻的初夜 我们相拥看迪士尼
Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
如今我在夜里等待一条你想念我的短信
Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
你站在我身旁的每一刻都如此幸福
We didn't see this coming, it’s okay to say goodbye
我们也没料到这样的结果 说再见也无妨
It’s okay to say goodbye
说再见也无妨
But I hate saying goodbyes
但我不愿道别
Would you stay here longer?
你是否能驻足久些呢
Sorry I'm not stronger
不好意思 我内心并不强大
Speak to me with honesty, it’s harder than we thought it'd be
请对我坦诚相待 如今的情况比我们想象中更糟糕
Tell it to me straight, ayy, I don't want no "probably"
对我直话直说吧 我不想听到不确定的答案
Tell me when you're tired ’cause I'm gettin' tired too
当你厌倦了就告诉我 因为我也累了
The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue
雨下得更猛烈 天空不再那般湛蓝
Pills for my breakfast, promisin' it'll heal me
早餐吃几片药 应该能将我治愈吧
Hangin' out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling
跟着医生出去散心 盯着天花板
My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
我最喜欢周一 因为你回来看望我
Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy
我多么希望你能呆久点 但我这样这并非易事
Yeah, I was excited for that concert
我因为这场演唱会激动好久了
Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?
告诉我 他们在你新匡威上签字了吗
I don't wanna let go when we hug
当我们紧紧相依 我不愿再松开怀抱
The thing worst in dying is losing who you love
提及死亡 最怕失去挚爱之人
It's okay to say goodbye
说再见也无妨
But I hate saying goodbyes
但我不愿道别
Would you stay here longer?
你是否能驻足久些呢
Sorry I'm not stronger
不好意思 我内心并不强大
Noticed all the pain you had deal with
医生说你所面临的病痛
Was sick of all the doctors lying sayin' that you heal quick
都会被快速医治
Spend a couple days since you left sayin' it hurts
你离开后 我诉苦了好几天
Your girl just called me said she's pregnant and that would've been my first
你的女孩给我打电话了 她说她怀孕了
So shocked when she told me
当她告诉我的时候 那可是我第一次那么震惊
Why didn't she tell you?
她为何没告诉你
She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through
她认为你失信了 你将离开这个世界
You always talked about her, you were ready for a son
你总是谈论她 看样子是准备要个孩子了
Now he'll be watchin' over him, free of pain
他也将无条件呵护那个孩子 免受伤痛干扰
Know that one day he'll look up and feel your love
终有一天 他将抬起头 感受你浓烈爱意
When I get to heaven I will wait for you
当我抵达天堂 我将等候你的到来
Sorry for the things that I put you through
很抱歉让你经历这么多麻烦
You had to watch me flatline, wishin' that was bad time
你只得这般低沉地看着我 希望还未到那时候