Dose of Reality

Let's take it back to ‘99
When I was just a kid and everything was just fine
It's like (sheesh)
I thought I had it all
Then I went and wrote this whole album on Adderall
**** it though
Nowadays I need a dose of reality
Couple grams of life and a few lines of family
My mom told me this is like some Jackson 5 shit
Well no offense to you momma but this is my shit, they love it
I did it all without a budget
How come one day she love me and the next she saying **** it I know
I got my head up when I'm walking ‘round, smiling now
Go and call me Kanye cause they can't tell me nothing now(nothing)
And I don't know what perfect is
But we could be the definition if you let me in
And it's a good place to start
Cause there's a **** ton of ways to beat a broken heart
So it goes
My heart is racing and it's 4am
I don't know if it's drugs or I'm in love again
But if you let me I can show you my plan
We can make our own we don't need all them
Come on, come on, come on, come on
Let's take it back to '08
When I was just in high school and everything was just great
I used to kick it on the field but now I kick it on the stage
And every time I drink I lose my heart but don't remember names but
Oh well you love and you lust
But I do way more of the latter I got problems with trust
I wanna say something to you without you sounding all sus
I think my game is pretty tight but it'd be tighter with us, I mean
Yeah
And the leads me to today
Where I learned that shortcuts only call for delays
So I just wrote my ****ing story out page by page
And it's a book where typos were not my only mistakes
But I'm young
I mean I'm only 21
So I can rewrite my shit because it's only begun
And I think
That this a great place to start
Cause there's a **** ton of ways to beat a broken heart
Hit it
My heart is racing and it's 4am
I don't know if it's drugs or I'm in love again
But if you let me I can show you my plan
We can make our own we don't need all them
Come on, come on, come on, come on
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