excuse

I know that you see
我明白
Right through my bluff
你洞悉我在虚张声势
Whenever the times
每当时事
Are getting tough
愈发艰难
I know that i'm
我知道
Quick to give it up
我总会知难而退
When trying my best
每当我以为自己竭尽全力
Just ain't enough
却总是棋差一着
It's been hard
于我而言
For me to balance
不偏不倚太难
And even harder
难上加难的是
To break the habits
挣脱习惯和成规的束缚
Though it sounds
尽管这听来
Like an excuse
像是个借口
I just wanted to
而我只是想
Tell you the truth
告诉你真相

我明白
I know that you see
你洞悉我在虚张声势
Right through my bluff
每当时事
Whenever the times
愈发艰难
Are getting tough
我知道
I know that i'm
我总会知难而退
Quick to give it up
每当我以为自己竭尽全力
When trying my best
却总是棋差一着
Just ain't enough
于我而言
It's been hard
不偏不倚太难
For me to balance
难上加难的是
And even harder
挣脱习惯和成规的束缚
To break the habits
尽管这听来
Though it sounds
像是个借口
Like an excuse
而我只是想
I just wanted to
告诉你真相
Tell you the truth
自我的警醒还不够振聋发聩

抑或是我不以为然安然大睡
That my alarm's been a little quiet
但我会在午前清醒
Or maybe i'm just sleeping through it
起床自己弄些食物
But i still wake up before noon
其实我也懒得去做
So i can try and cook some food
一心沉醉于音乐
Even if i don't really wanna do shit
午后便可以清醒放松
I still try to work on music
漆黑房间里孤身一人
So i can chill in the afternoon
我知道这听起来很丧
All alone in my dark ass room
但我又该如何以其他方式表达

挥霍着大把的钱
I know it sounds a bit depressing
又怎能了我心愿
But i don't know how else to express it
将目标一一划掉
All the money i been flexing
满意还为时尚早
Doesn't help like i expected
我心中空空荡荡
Crossed out every goal i set
等等 意义何在？
But i'm so far from being content
我明白
Now there's a void inside my chest
你洞悉我在虚张声势
Wait, am i making any sense?
每当时事

愈发艰难
I know that you see
我知道
Right through my bluff
我总会知难而退
Whenever the times
每当我以为自己竭尽全力
Are getting tough
却总是棋差一着
I know that i'm
于我而言
Quick to give it up
不偏不倚太难
When trying my best
难上加难的是
Just ain't enough
挣脱习惯和成规的束缚
It's been hard
尽管这听来
For me to balance
像是个借口
And even harder
而我只是想
To break the habits
告诉你真相
Though it sounds
我厌恶自己总浑浑噩噩
Like an excuse
我厌恶自己锐利的眼神
I just wanted to
我知道我莫名地发脾气
Tell you the truth
希望随着时间可以改善

我知道这听起来有点丧
I hate that i'm never just fine
但我又该如何以其他方式表达
And i hate the sharp look in my eyes
挥霍着大把钱
I know i got a temper,
又怎能了我心愿
I hope that it gets better overtime
将目标一一划掉

说满意为时尚早
I know it sounds a bit depressing
我心中空空荡荡
But i don't know how else to express it
等等 意义何在？
All the money i been flexing
我明白
Doesn't help like i expected
你洞悉我在虚张声势
Crossed out every goal i set
每当时事
But i'm so far from being content
愈发艰难
Now there's a void inside my chest
我知道自己
Wait, am i making any sense?
总会知难而退

每当我以为自己竭尽全力
I know that you see
却总是棋差一着
Right through my bluff
于我而言
Whenever the times
不偏不倚太难
Are getting tough
难上加难的是
I know that i'm
挣脱习惯和成规的束缚
Quick to give it up
尽管这听来
When trying my best
像是个借口
Just ain't enough
而我只是想
It's been hard
告诉你真相
For me to balance
我明白
And even harder
你洞悉我在虚张声势
To break the habits
每当时事
Though it sounds
愈发艰难
Like an excuse
我知道自己
I just wanted to
总会知难而退
Tell you the truth
每当我以为自己竭尽全力

却总是棋差一着
I know that you see
于我而言
Right through my bluff
不偏不倚太难
Whenever the times
难上加难的是
Are getting tough
挣脱习惯和成规的束缚
I know that i'm
尽管这听来
Quick to give it up
像是个借口
When trying my best
而我只是想
Just ain't enough
告诉你真相
It's been hard
For me to balance
And even harder
To break the habits
Though it sounds
Like an excuse
I just wanted to
Tell you the truth